Friday, January 27, 2006
BacK..
finally here to blog again..after so many days..haha..busy with attachment...so tired tt dun even hav strength to pick up book to study for upcoming exams..let alone online...my legs still ache now!!!..aniwae since cny approaching...i decided to relax 4 a while..so studies can wait..(haha..come to tink of it..i seldom study early wat)..aniwae..i am quite happy with my attachment..cant believe a week pass so fast...time really flies man...known quite a lot of new friends..and met quite a no of interesting patients..haha..plus ward staff mostly quite nice too..hehe..thanx lotxa to all of them..4 making all my days in e past wk so pleasant..today quite a lot of patients discharge..perhaps to celebrate cny???...and our "fave" pt was discharged too..fave as in we all like to tok to him(not me?!)veri sociable..haha.. but i indeed make a big fool out of myself in this ward..not once but many times...but it was funny la..even i cant stand to laugh out loudly at myself..hehehehe:)..aniwae nxt wk left 3 days attachment at hospital..havent got assess yet..haix haix...change topic ba..tink of tt so sianx..while surfing net jux now..saw one interesting quote ... it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart.
It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul...
but dun get any wrong ideas..haha...i am refering to its metaphorical meaning...quite meaningful actually...from my point of view..like we cant jux look plainly at e surface of things...butbut i feel we should not infer too much too...once u judge there may be no trust left...and this may be e end of a relationship..haix..contradicting myself..haha...aniwae from tt quote...hav a sudden realisation tt there are many ppl who care around me...even by a simply sms greeting..i can now feel their wishes and concern..on e other hand..oso can noe how much place u hav in tt person heart through their use of words...be it intentionally or untentionally...to sum up this chim chim lines...i noe very well who are by me...hehe..and jux wanna say thanx to all of them..
aniwae...as i had posted in my previous blog in space b4..unintentional action or word may be e truest refection of inner feelings..perhaps ppl should stop using "sorry..i didnt intend to hurt u"..or wateva similar..i mean..whether how much u stand in other's heart..u should noe it e best urself..and i really dislike those who always lie and pretend tt u really means lotx to them..veri fake really..by using those superficial words...frankly speaking..action still speaks e most..arhx.. wat's wrong with me today..posting such wierd wierd things..tired till wire loose le..haha
finally to end off...wish myself to hav a very happy cny..haha...everytime wish others so this time mux think bout myself..after all we live 4 ourselves..not 4 others..and a quote to mark e last sentence
The only reason that forever friends don't exist is because forever doesn't exist
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
Frustrated
Haix...i really cant understand why are there ppl who is soooo inconsiderate...making me so irritated..well...this incident happened yesterday..when i was on e bus...it was 1830+ and i was on my way home after a tiring day..then a bunch of students boarded(i wont say which sch of cos)..they are extremely noisy...talking as if their friends are 10km away from them...i mean cant they use their brain to think..everyone on board is tired and i am sure they would want a quiet and peaceful trip home...and they still made so much noise!!!..to think i cant even hear my mp3 in full blast...
furthermore there is a traffic jam...which makes me even more irritated...and almost wanting to scream shut up...(of cos i didnt)..if they want to make known their conversation..can go on radio to broadcast...and not "scream" in a bus..make me so bu shuang...18-19 years old le still cannot think...dotx!!!..aniwae luckily they alighted after like 20mins...and then e bus is like so quiet lorx..and i enjoyed my trip home then...
ok enough of vending...today my sch open house..got a lot of visitors..haha...thought nobody came as morning is so quiet...aniwae tmr i am gg to buy e j-stars album le..hehe..looking 4ward to listen to it...then will hav more xin nian qi fen..hahaha...and tmr is my last day in sch..sobs..then gg to attachment...haix..dun really look 4ward to it...and there may be changes in my posting schedule..out tmr..hopefully i wont be alone...
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Monday, January 16, 2006
a little busy
hmm..e nice weekend had passed again...now back to sch..haixx..jux finished e psychology presentation...now mux study hard 4 e psy test...havent even started looking at it yet..think hav to study in sch le...there are jux too many distractions at home..like yesterday..intend to be online only 4 a while...in e end i am too engrossed in 56 videos at youtube till until like 1am...dotx...today oso...tink after this entry i would be watching e videos again..hahaha...but really veri nice and funny to watch lehx..tink i too in love with 56 le...i cant really stand someone throwing bad comments bout them...haix..well..who are we to criticise anyone aniwae???..so pls..everyone out there..stop all ur stupid criticism...no matter it is directed at who or no matter is it true or not..aniwae..yes attachment is nxt wk..tt's sooooo fast...i am still in my own lala land i tink..haha.. exams oso coming but i will study after e 3 wks attachment ba..now i wanna enjoy first..hehe..gg to co tmr..seems like i veri long nvr touch yang qin le...but then it is only one wk plus..haha.. aniwae got performance again..for open house..poly always put a lot of emphasis on open hse.. ya..and tt means i will miss lesson again..actually dun really like missing lessons..especially now when there r lotxa revision lectures..but no choice la..saying of tt...got one ultra blur incident of me to say...last wk..someone from co called me to ask me to perform during open hse which is 19,20,21..then i say cannot cos i hav test and revision on wed..so i am thinking like since i cant go for wed performance..i mux as well dun go 4 all..then on sat nite..another co ppl sms me...then i suddenly realised tt....19 is thurs not wed...!!!!!..ahhh!!!..i feel so stupid lorx...troubling others like tt...but i am really sorry...i really thought 19 is wed...tt's why keep dun wan to perform..but since i noe is not...i agreed to perform le..but it seems like i am shuai da pao lehx...haix haix haix...so stupid of me!!(if dun understand nvr mind)
20:40
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
Puzzled
hmmm...tried using e multi songs music player...but dunno why e songs jux WONT play... but nvr mind..i using e single song player le...hmm..but i will try to change e song regularly...yesterday nite already slp so late le..but today oso wake up early..wat's wrong with my body..cant even be lazy 4 once...monday will be my cross cultural presentation..until now still havent prepare...dotx..somemore gg out today and tmr...really too slack lehx..hehe..nxt wk will be e last wk of sch le...tt's so fast.. & this only means attachment and exams coming soon...exams le then will die la...although ony 4 subjects...but mux study like hell le lorx...really dun look 4ward to tt wk...i jux look 4ward to cny..haha...then can eat a lot...ooops...i like growing fatter and fatter le lorx...hahahaha..i dun care!!!
09:56
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A New Start
I am 18 today le..haha..so should be considered a new start for me ba..and e first change i gonna make..is to switch from msn space to here..of cos will still continue to post at space..but less often ba..jux now went dinner with siying..at swensens..felt so guilty after getting a present and a half treat from her..ahhh...i like nvr give her anything on her birthday..sobs...but i will definitely do tt this yr...tmr gg out with sec sch friends le..wonder how e feel is like..what should i wear oso????...so troublesome...aniwae this will be a short entry ending here..dunno what to write..plus quite tired le..Nevertheless...happy birthday to me!!!!!!!!!
01:14
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