Sunday, July 30, 2006
privacy
hmmm...had on my com since 2100 plux...but only start serving net now...dotx...got some error with my antivirus program...thus had to uninstall and install...and i tink i had restarted my computer 5 times...really a waste of my time...but nvr mind...tmr sch doesnt start too early...haha...so can sleep in later...yesterday night eaten steamboat with my family..i love to eat steamboat...e soup is soooo nice and tasty...wonder when can i cook up to tt standard???...well my mum cant ccok tt either ba..hahaha...nowadays privacy issues are hot...tv ads etc are stressing on e copyright word...well i sorta agree with those ads...and try to obliged with it too...tt's why i buy original cds and vcds only...but then i strongly feel tt copyright issues should not only be emphasised in industries context...in our daily life..it should be emphasised too...words said..typed..heard or whatever...should not be broadcasted or reproduced without any permission from e owner...partly this is to rule out any wrong interpretion of thoses words...to rule out any gossip...and most of all to respect tt person..promises and secrets as well..they are copyrighted in a way too...if we cant even oblige to these simple daily life things...how can we oblige to e law and regulations of privacy issues in the society????...haha...am i talking too chim here...but then my main say is bout e daily issues...not e society things la...jux thinking tt no one will like their products..or words to be replicated ba...jux like u wont wan to wear e same clothings as another stranger...feels really wierd isnt it???...hmm...anyway...jux my own feeling out of e blue...with no reference to anyone or anything..except for those tv ads????..haha
hmm...shall end my entry here ba...currently finding a shortest route to IMH...need to go there for attachment right after exams..which is like 1 month from now...haix...IMH is so far from my home...jux thinking of it...i feel so sian le...dotx...
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
eventful sch wk
wow...one week of sch finally past...is a wonderful weekend again...this wk is considered a...peaceful wk ba...nothing much happen...had quite a pleasant wk in sch though i really dun like sch now...ppl seems so stressed up by the upcoming exams...and i got influenced as well...being those last min revise type...really feel quite guilty as i slack my way through now...dotx...nxt wk got one final project to present..research proposal...yeah...after tt i can finally be freed from projects...at least until sch reopens again nxt semester...lately..i seemed to be spending too much...brought 2 dvd sets..one vcd set..went kbox-ing...and later gg to movies...haha...better enjoy my life now first...if not when exams and attachment start again...i will be back to tt boring life again...kbox-ing is fun...went with regina stifanie clarissa and her friend last wed...when we were released from sch early at 12noon...then went to toa payoh....i ate e set lunch at pastamania...chicken bolognese spaghetti ...omg...is such a big plate lorx..cannot finish even half of it...plas e strong tomato sauce is irritating my ulcer in mouth...is e worst lunch i ever had ba...will definitely not order tt again...guess i dun like tomato tt much...then went to kbox at toapayoh...went there b4 once with my family...but i didnt sing much tt day la..although we were there for almost 6 hours...guess i still not 'open' enough...remember tt when went kbox with mingyi and xueting..we would snatch 4 e mike lorx..and 5 hours definitely not enough for us three...i miss them so much...
hmm...seems like nothing much to update le lehx...watching e tv screen and computer screen at same time is really tiring lor...haha..shall end here now ba..gg out soon...i mux enjoy these precious 2 days...haha
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
back to sch tmr
lolx...my mood already not veri good today le...and my previous post is gone...now i had to retype again...dotx...this is definitely not my day...luckily my entry not very long...aniwae...jux wan say tt time really flies...tmr is sch again...used to look 4ward to sch when i am at attachment...but now...i dread it le...lolx...this is always e case...life is contradicting..i am contradicting...my 3 days 'hols' past so quickly..fri...spent half of my day in sch...i reached at 0840,,and i was late...supposedly....in e end...e lecturer came even later...0900...dotx..then we slack in sch...until 1300..jux to make up e time....but still not so bad la...slacking and lazing...cos my last day of attachment...which is thurs is hell 4 me...busy like...i dunno how to describe...but jux thinking of it now...makes me feel like dropping down le...then sat sun...nothing much happens...feel not veri well...but not exactly sick oso...only some minor flu...and gastric pain...and fatigue...and tt makes me dun feel like gg anywhere or doing anything...
internet speed is so slow tonight...apparently my webpage is frozen...haha...haix...dun feel like updating anymore...lolx...really not good mood now...end here le..
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
passing time
currently in sch now...boring...came earlier jux to pass mingyi e money...tt we both should get 1 yr ago...haha...such a long wait money..but all thanx to janice...to help us get back tt money..i guess is not e money tt counts now..is e trust u hav in ppl when u work 4 them...aniwae...this will be a short short entry...main objective is to pass time...haha...yeah..attachment will end tmr!!!..haha not friday...due to e avian flu 'rehersal' they are having...oops...i still cant figure out e right word for this event...aniwae..is quite a good thing to think tt..yes..everything will end tmr...tmr is e last day...hehe...guess i am too tired from this attachment..afterall e previous tt i am posted to is much more relax and slack compared to this one..guess wat time i had my break today??...1230 instead of 11am...dotx...nonetheless...i enjoyed my posting la...despites some error and mistakes tt i had made which make me feel a little guilty and stress...come to think of it..from mistakes...we learn even more faster...and for me...i can be sure tt i wont make e same mistake again...so...not so bad ba..afterall who make no mistakes????...haha...i am rushing for time le..shall end here...byebye...18:27
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
it's thursday
It's thurs today...and tmr is friday..haha...yeah another weekend coming...this wk is so enjoyable to me...ok..at least up till now..last 2 days i was at SHS..kranji pri sch...instead of e ward...first i got to wake up later...(is from 8am to 4pm)..nxt i can 'slack' there..plus e food oso veri cheap at pri sch..hahaha...c how much i enjoyed myself..is really fun to talk to e pri one kids there...although they can be a little too noisy sometimes..but kids are meant to be noisy..lively..and very cheerful...and once u start talking to one kid..all e rest will also gather around u..and talk to u until u only hav e chance to listen and laugh with them...hehe...i love small children...but sadly...beautiful things normally do not last...today i am back to e ward again...ok la...though ward life also not so bad la..but it can really be a little too busy...hardly hav a chance to stand and rest...guess i am too relax for e past 2 days..nevertheless..i look 4ward to e wkends...
yesterday finally finished e show..devil beside u(or beside wat..aiyo..i 4got le)...ending still not so bad la...as normal shows...e lovers will eventually be together...haha...right now..i am gg to start another show le..though i already finished it already...tt is sassy girl...seriously thinking of it...i am really living in e life of these shows...when am i gg to wake up and live in e reality??...one friend ask me tt...but then jokingly i said...i hope i will nvr wake up...hehe...mayb deep down..i really meant it...
another street surveyor also mentioned tt i am still living in my world of fairyland..after i answered one of his qn...i laughed after hearing it...mayb tt's true afterall...living in dreams is really a lot happier...isnt it???
aniwae speaking of street surveyor...met 2 e day b4...she said tt i looked like taiwanese...haha... wierd lehx...ppl seems not to acknowledge me as a singaporean...they will say i am from china...or malaysia...and now even taiwan..i really looked foreign ah...haha...hmm...this is quite a lengthy blog...shall end here ba...
**update...i am now 168cm tall...haha..i hav grown...again...**
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
online again:)
oh gosh...it had been such a long long long time since i was online...haha...havent been online since last web or thurs le..wad a big breakthrough for me...haix...had been really tired due to e attachment...tired as in physically..haha..luckily not mentally...physical stress is better and easier to handle..this ward is really very busy...is hard to even get a moment of rest to read e case notes...nevertheless...is not too bad there...did sort of enjoy my posting there...so far...hehe.. time passes really quickly when u are busy...jux a blink of eye...one wk of e attachment is gone... but then i still dun quite understand why some ppl will prefer working as in in attachment instead of being in sch...i still prefer sch life...at least u wont hav too much responsibility on u..at least all u need to worry is only icas and exams...whereas working implicates a lot of other things..which i personally think tt i am unable to handle them yet...so till now..i do hope i will be able to continue studying...and i will try harder to get better grades to enter uni..but tt's only my thinking la..and is for now only...yesterday though i spent almost half day outside...manage to squeeze some time in e night to enjoy myself...to watch tv...my fave tw drama series...now i am watching devil beside me...quite interesting la..not exactly veri nice to watch...but some of their lines are quite meaningful and will get one to think...understand a concept tt...what u hear and see may not be what it is..though we know this in real life...we will still cant control ourselves but to believe in only what we tink it is...and what we tink we hear or c...instead of putting ourselves in other perspective.. different ppl hav different way of thinking tt we will nvr be able to grasp or interpret..when one says to ur face tt he dislikes u...to most of us we may tink tt it is e truth..cos he says it personally straight to ur face...but to tt person...it may mean another thing...i mean..there are indeed ppl in this world who behave in this manner...e more they say they dislike u..they more they care for u..and vice versa as well...
dunno if anyone will understand what i am writing above..haha...really hard to write out feelings and understanding of a particular issue...really hard to explain something...though i know tt no one will truely noe what i am tinking...but still..i jux dun like to explain things...firstly...is troublesome...e more u explain e blacker it is...haha...this is always e case...and next..i dun tink anyone will like e feeling of explaining ba..mayb some does i dunno..but to me is like forcing me to say out things tt i dun wan to say at tt point of time...ya sometimes i will gladly explain cos i feel comfortable with saying out those things..but when i dun explain...it may probably mean tt i dunno what and how to explain at tt point of time..so even if i say anything at tt time...it may only be 'entertaining' lines...afterall...we will tend only to say things tt we are comfortable with... and when we are with ppl tt we are comfortable with...otherwise...it will be like someone trying to force open ur door with a knife or wateva...i dun believe someone can open up another door... only we ourselves..can open up our own door of heart...to ppl whom we truely believe and cherish...
wow..such a long interpretation from a simple drama series...haha...but pls dun feel tempted to watch e series...maybe is only me will feel this way..and e drama didnt exactly emphasize on this issue tt strongly too..haha..nxt update may be nxt wk le ba...haix...but b4 i end...shall share one more line of tt drama..translated from chi to eng...there will be ppl who are out there purposely to make u sad...although so..there will always be ppl out there...who will be sad becos u are sad...
haha..meaningful right??..is something like to e world u may only be one normal person..but to another person u may mean the world...haha..love these lines...enjoy ur days friends...tc..
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
last bloggie b4 attachment
tmr will be e 'hateful' attachment of mine le...known veri well tt i should hav think of it positively..then in tt way i will enjoy more and be happier...but dunno why...jux cant seem to persuade myself to do so...i jux cant stand e thought of gg there lor...haix...jux hope tt something good from there can change my thinking and perspective bout attachment..if not...i will dread every attachment i hav...aniwae..yesterday went out with siying again...haha...we sure hav been gg out often nowadays.. but there will be quite a long time when we cant meet le ba...yesterday went to orchard...and we had a great meal of fried hokkien mee...is a famous store and had to queue quite long to taste it..after all i find it nice...cos normally i seldom eat this type of noodles one..haha...then we went shop..surprisingly...i was e one who spent yesterday..haha...normally i am e one who jux window-shopped one...bought 3 pairs of earrings...and one book...min-dow adventure stories... actually quite an old book already..published 2 yrs back ba...but suddenly wan to read it...haha..so i jux take out my nets and paid 4 it...at first dun really wan tell my mum i spent again..but i decided to be nice and truthful..and i told her everything today...due to my good recommendation...she decided to read it after i finished..haha..and i didnt get any scolding and nagging oso...
after buying e things i wan...we decided to head back home...cos i wan to be home for my weekly family dinner...we went back to my house together as i wan to upload e photos from siying web-cam...so when we went for dinner afterwards..my parents keep asking her to join us together for dinner...haha...i noe she feels veri paiseh la...but then as my mum insisted a lot...she stayed...it was a rare time for us to hav dinner of 5...haha...
ok change topic now...today went to feiyan's house...due to her kind invitation..had quite a great time there...and it was veri funny there not one of us is quite willing to take pics...haha...hmm.. actually oso nothing much to talk bout la...haix...i am jux to sian now le...aniwae...i shall jux post up some pics during these few wks...
(pic taken at 14th june..at ngee ann city there
by a veri friendly foreign gal)
(taken on e same day..haha..at centrepoint there izzit
opps..i dun remember le..tink is robinsons there)
(taken at 22nd june..ya my 2nd trip to sentosa
at palawan beach)
(oops..tink my eyes are closed)
(taken yesterday..in a neo-print machine..)
(taken while waiting..)
(taken in a toilet..with a huge mirror)
(special ba..haha)
(taken today...i am not in e photos..
yue xiang and shi zhen)
(yiying and liane..oops..a little blur...
my hands not steady)
(yiying playing guitar..she refused to look at e cam)
(finally..shizhen and feiyan..)
ok..i am too tired to continue le...but tt's all for e pics le...eh eh eh..i havent posted my jj pics yet!!!...shit...nvr mind...i shall continue with tt some other days..together with some pics of e spore arts festival performance by spain...veri nice performance...applause again..haha..dotx.. shall end here le..watching ps..i love u...aiyo..tmr still hav to wake up veri veri early..bye bye
20:52
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