Shi Hwee

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

chun tian de na han

春天的呐喊

one song in mayday's new album also...haha...superb mv...superb lyrics...i love to sing out loud this song...is like...scolding bad words in a nice way...lol...but i tink i still wont dare to sing out loud in public la...just listen carefully...then u find a lot of *** words embedded in this song...lol...

the mv...really visualistic...(ok..tink i invented this word...or is there such a word)..aniwae...the heay rock metal appearance...haha...watch...then u know what i mean...haha..

in summary...a super high song...(still...cos of the lyrics...haha


22:32


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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

first ever annual leave

Last week, i finally had my first annual leave ever since i started working...time had past very fast actually...because...without realising it...i had actually started working for 6months plus le...very fast right???...from the beginning when i kept grumbling and saying that i cannot stay in this job for long...and until now...still grumbling though...but i am still perserving on...

Had enjoyed this short leave very much...8 days...tomorrow will be the last...managed to met up with some friends also...yeah...haha...

wed (12/11) : went to collect my passport...luckily this time not so much ppl...so managed to get it with one hour of waiting...then went with my mum to chinatown...and bugis...lol..anyhow walk walk...

thurs (13/11): stayed at home whole morning and noon...enjoying my sleep...lol...only went out like 4pm like tt...met up with reg, wes and joanne...went to kbox..yeah...but i felt tt my singing deprove lor...haha...too long nvr go le...had a long chat...and i spent like 20bucks on cab fare...heartpain..reached home 1am like tt...hope to meet up soon for more chatting sessions..haha

fri (14/11): let the pictures speak the words...
















haha...no la...went up with siying...after so long of not meeting...pictures not in order and not complete...lol...ate a lot throughout the day...actually intended to go sing de...but stupid k box so ex...cos is weekend...nonetheless...we still enjoyed ourselves with food...a lot of food...from bens and jerry..to din tai fung...to coffee shop...and to anderson's ice cream...bad point bout this day...i had this sudden lower abdo cramp...lol...with no reason somemore...and the reckless driving of bus 106 when back home...makes me motion sick...

sat (15/11): stayed at home whole morning and noon...slack again...watch online entertainment show with my sis...laugh like mad...then went out like 4pm like tt...met with shina at coffee bean...first time bringing my laptop out also...hopefully last time..it is like so heavy la...lol...suitable for home use more...haha...aniwae...met to discuss more about the taiwan trip...hmmm...not much conclusion though..but...i am looking forward to the trip lo...in a month's time...yeah...though i am unsure of where to go..and how to walk...but i will still enjoy it de...haha...bubble tea...mee sua...street snacks.... :)

sun (16/11): went out 2.30pm like tt...meet with emily at nuh lobby...intended to go with our colleagues together to the nuh cardiac family day...at chevrons...whole day...is spent waiting waiting and waiting...quite bo liao...but got nice food...haha...


so nice right??...still have choc fondue...cheese cakes..nachos...soup...omg...ate a lot tt night...was chatting a lot with emily also...so bad we arent together same shift for the whole roster lo...haix...aniwae...the whole event quite ok la...a bit wierd..cos i felt not in place..but some performance are entertaining...like the magic show...lol...quite funny...and also the short skits put up by the doctors...haha...i am amazed...cos they are doctors (like mo..reg..and even consultants)...clowning on stage so funny...oops...no offence..

mon (17/11): stayed at home throughout the day...and i forgot what i did pratically..

tues (18/11): went out with my mum...to orchard...cos i felt like eating teppan yaki...whoa..so nice...haha...maybe i will eat it again when i go taiwan at shilin there...then anyhow walk walk lo...

wed (19/11): hmmm...so what shall i do tomorrow??..my final day of leave...a bit sad...but i must think positively...not left one day...is still have one more day!!!!..haha...am thinking of calling for kfc delivery...8piece chicken..lol...can i finish alone???...hmmm..i shall think bout this..then..i will surf net..watch tv..and probably...study my iv medicines..had a feeling i am gg to be tested bout this soon...

Anyway...was ranting about how nice mayday's songs are to my mum today...lol...i really like 如烟 now...or rather i like the last three songs of their album now...(ok..i love all songs...just tt now more feel for the last 3)...如烟 is like a song which brings your mood down to extreme sadness...then there comes 后青春期的诗...which let u have some hope for the future...and lastly 笑忘歌...which brings your entire mood back to positive again...power...and 笑忘歌 is a song very positive and nice in a way that...hmmm...u cannot 感受 it unless u listen to all the prev songs in order...so yup...this is a nice album...consists of nice songs...when u listen to them in order...although breaking each songs up is still an individual nice song...but the real meaning and impact will not be tt great instead...

yup...aniwae...jia you...to all...haha...and i cut my hair again...lalala...short or rather straight hair is soooo much easily to manage...haha

23:20


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Sunday, November 09, 2008

picture post

It is work again tmr...no comments...finally i passed the four nights...and sadly my three rest days are gone just like that...it is another 2 working days...morning shifts somemore...with tmr as a start...morning on monday after post night...how great is it...i can figure how am i gg to get by already...no wonder yesterday i keep having bad nightmares...arhx...but nvr mind...i know i can get through..haha...because...it is 8 days rest following these 2 days...lol...

Aniwae...these 3 days are fruitful to me...did quite a lot of things...fri...ok la...just slept...lol..sat...went out with my mum...intended to get my passport...but it is like...omg so crowded...like the q no i get is 5531 while the no there is still 2000+...of cos..i nvr wait and walk off...lol...maybe just get it this week wed instead...then went to bugis walk...west mall walk...finally get my new laptop...yeah...no more sharing...haha...today...went out with wes...lol..so long no meet le...haha...but quite sad after talking with her...cos i cant really help much with her problems also...finally understand what is meant by easy talk than do...haix...i guess no matter how much advice i gave her...it all still depends on her herself...cos she is a nice person...so i can understand why she wont do what i (or even other ppl) says..if it was me...maybe i wont be as nice as her...yup..i am not really a nice nice person also...

ok...pictures mainly today...long long ago pictures..lol..


(long long ago photos..when i last met with siying...lol...nice food :) ...yeah..meeting again this fri...for more nice food i supposed...lol)




(dinner at sakura with some of my colleagues...quite some time ago le...)




(lunch at kushing-bo with another colleague...ok...nvr take much pic...only the outside of the place while waiting for her...like this jap buffet...eaten twice this month le...another time with my mum and aunt)








(wedding dinner of my cousin at hyatt hotel @ JB...)





(my new lappy...sony vaio...in pink)






(today high tea with wes...haha...yup...a super big plate of mushroom...and we did finished all that...lol...)


(lastly...a nice pic which of mayday...lol...love this photo...really nice..am still enjoying and engrossed in their new album)

20:38


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Tuesday, November 04, 2008

*depressed*

Just past the first night of my four nights.....

hectic night....really feel like jumping down le...

still got 3 more nights to go...3 more rounds of depressive periods...lol...

i cant even sleep now...maybe i am still stressed...

really really really...hope + pray that tonight and the remaining nights will be smooth....

no calls pls...no admission pls...no transfer to icus pls....no resus pls....

i really pray hard from the bottom of my heart......

16:37


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Sunday, November 02, 2008

hard work=success?

到底要怎样做才能成功呢?

努力70%+运气30%?

还是100%努力?

对我而言,努力30%+运气70%吧。

人类,始终无法摆脱命运的纠缠。

不是我要向命运妥协,而是命运逼着我向它低头。

就算付出最大的努力又怎样?当面临残酷的现实,除了跟着命运走,还能怎样?

一个运气差的人,就算付出再大的努力,始终难逃命运的手掌心。

我,已被这烂命运烂运气整到快透不过气了。

还有什么倒霉的事要发生?

我“期待”着。。。




[这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了]

用在我身上,还真适合

20:14


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