Sunday, May 21, 2006
20th May 2006
After a long wait..finally seen them yesterday le!!!...yeah..as usual..they are so shuai...so friendly...so attractive..so captivating..many many so good points...haha...In case u havent noe wad am i toking bout..i am toking bout 5566..who held an autograph session at imm open carpark 1pm yesterday..since last yr dec 17.. havent got a chance to c them live in action le..finally..yesterday..got a glimpse (ermm..should be many glimpses..) of them close up again..yeah!!!!...yesterday really a great great day for me..my happiest day this yr ba...but with a small regret..tt i nvr go for 2 bwl concert..aiyo..if i knew 56 is e main feature for tt concert..i will definitely go lor..even if tt means spending money to buy their products (congee is one of them)...dotx.. i really regret lehx..they sung bout 8 or 9 songs..and live somemore...and got my fave fave songs oso...sobx... nevertheless..i still enjoyed yesterday event with 56 and janice as well...at most wait until june 16th for their live performance lor..on dvd..haix..Aniwae..main point today is not to regret and whine...is to blog bout yesterday event...hehe...b4 gg into e autograph session...jux to mentioned i finally got my ear pierced again..hehe..had been saying want pierce..but nvr put it in action b4...but yesterday nite finally pierce le...to my surprise...not as painful as i thought it would be..so wierd lehx..ok now..shall go into my main topic..e auto session...got many pics...shall put some only ba..
20th may 2006
woke up at bout 0730 i tink...hehe..too lazy to get up at dawn to go q..so drag until morning...aniwae..reach imm at round 0830...haha..luckily imm near my house...upon reaching there...first thought is..shit...so many ppl le..sure mux q behind de...haix...should hav gone earlier la..but aniwae...still not tt bad la..so started q-ing there alone and eating my breakfast and listening to ipod..until they start to test e microphones and playing loud music..though loud but nice..(of cos la..their songs wad)..so jux sit there fa1 dai1...then at round 10++am i tink..janice came...yeah...dun nid to q alone le..haha..then i go take break inside e shopping centre...so cooling man...at round 12+..finally we can go in and queue in e barricades officially...then end up we are in e middle ba...still not tt bad la...and e weather..was...veri de good..meaning very hot and sunny...end up almost everyone open their umbrella while waiting for 56 arrival...
finally at round 1345...they arrived!!!...yeah...everyone stood up,tiptoe and scream..and some raise up their boards as usual..to welcome them...i was e one who screamed and frankily took pics..haha...after introduction...started playing games..entitled zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3...4 lucky fans get to go on stage and play with them..envy...first round...1 fan got disqualified..actually sorta sabo by mengzhe..tink he already noe e no..so when he mux choose from e remaining 2 nos..which is 36-39..he chose 37..then 2nd round begins..xie zhi was e first to start..and he said 50...and it was a headshot!!!!...haha..immediately everyone started on stage started laughing at him..smirking him tt he should let others had chance to play on wad..dun so fast end 2nd round..finally sia..then subsequently shaowei..mengzhe and e 3 fans got disqualified too..and e winner is....... zax wang renfu!!!!!!...yeah!!!..indeed a guo4 guan1 ji1 qi4...haha..after this game e auto start..after we got our signatures..we went into imm and shop a while...sadly when we came out..we could only hear their 'last' words..and nvr see them go...can hear xiezhi say...remember to drink more water..haha..so caring lehx..(janice...dun be guilty or sad..nvr blame u at all..)...then...we went back to e stage there...to take pics of e autographed stage...their autograph really nice sia...though only see them 4 a while..but is all worthwhile..i am tanner now too..haha..lucky no burn...
(new drink of 56..)
(view of e stage from where i am standing...)
(group photo of 56..and their new drink..dong1 gua1 cha2)
(renfu too thirsty le..hehe..tink i got 3-4 pics of him drinking..)
(xiezhi e first to get kick out in e game..
so he stands alone..away from e crowd)
(following xiezhi..shaowei got kicked out too..
so xiezhi is calling shaowei to join him)
(5566 left with 2 person..e other two stand isolated)
(finally menzhe lost too and join e two..
left renfu alone..)
(so our winner is renfu!!)
(ehh...xiezhi looking in my direction lehx...)
(typical shuai shuai renfu smile..and shaowei too)
(mengzhe busy signing)
(xiezhi autographing...actually his autograph quite standard and nice)
(shaowei...getting more and more shuai le..)
(renfu signature is e best..he signed full!!..but what is he doing arhx???
and his shirt look so low-cut here..hehe)
(haha..finally renfu cant stand e heat and took off his jacket
of cos la..he wearing 2 layers...somemore inside is dark coloured)
(dada..renfu's perfect signature on e stage)
(5566 signatures)
(my preorder card...hmm a bit blur lehx)
Haha..tt's all for e pics..of cos i hav a lot more la..but cant possibly post everything here..aniwae jux now saw mingyi's blog le..oso replied to her there le..but jux wanna say tt really appreciate for her effort to post bout wad i said in previous entry..she said she agree with wad i say..and i am glad she does and i noe mayb she is one of e few who can understand wad i am saying...so glad to have her as my friend..though we seldom meet now..haha..hmm..shall end here le..tmr still hav to wake up early..shall go watch sntgd now..haha..nitex
(old pic of mingyi and me in sec sch days..hmm..
did i change quite a lot??..compared to e below pic..?)
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
puzzled
Since young...we had been taught not to be self-centred and to spare a thought 4 others...as we grow older..we also learnt how to protect ourselves...but this two learning points seem to contradict each other...if we always spare a thought 4 others...we will get ourselves hurt as we will only bear with everything just to protect e feelings of others...however if we are self-centred..we can protect ourselves from harm but we end up hurting others around us...so which is e better of e two??...to get ourselves hurt or to hurt others???...but always there will be ppl who are too nice tt they jux cant bear to point out other ppl's fault..and end up themselves being stressed up and hurt...but there are also ppl who can be so selfish tt they only tink bout themselves..without sparing a thought 4 others' feelings..as if they are e only precious one in e world and others' feelings are jux rubbish....i dunno which category i belonged too..many times i tried to spare thoughts for others...but when one always give...will become very tired as time goes by ...mayb i am quite tired already...tt sometimes i dun even bother to explain myself...afterall we live for ourselves but not others...those who really know me will know what i am thinking even if i say nothing...hmm..mayb i should change myself to become a self-centred person instead...or i should change myself to become indifferent...like what a friend's blog say...mayb being indifferent can really save oneself from many troubles and harm...hmm..i seem to understand her more now..even we dun talk much now...hope to go out with her sometimes...to c if our thinking really match...provided she reads my blog..haha...(in case u dunno..i referring to u lehx mingyi)...indifferent really not equals to cold blooded to me now...mayb in e past yes..but now.........
(finally gg to c him this sat...yeah:)..)
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
anticipating--this sat
so fast..e long weekend is gonna to be over soon again..last wk oso like tt..blink blink eyes then e 3 days holx over le..so sianx..tmr mux go back to boring sch life again..nevertheless..i am looking very 4ward to this sat..hehe..ya..tt's right..56 is coming 4 auto session again...yeah...so long nvr c renfu le..haha...excited...had been waiting 4 this day 4 soooo long..4 their concert disc to be released...although this time they only gg to sign on e preorder cards..but still glad tt e dvd is gg to be released..since their concert last yr..had been anticipating e release of this concert dvd..anione who went 4 e concert should wan it oso..cos is really a great concert..hmm..though they releasing e tw version..but better than nothing..plux is uncut version..hahaha..16 june faster come!!!..but 1st of cos..20th may faster come..seeing them in person is better than seeing them on tv...aiyo..but so scared tt day got something on..nevertheless..i am gg to reject all appointments on tt day no matter wad..jux to go and c them..so pls..dun ask me out on tt day...(aniwae..tink need to go sch tt day..hope is morning..if not definitely cant make it to there on time..sobs...how...)aniwae..tmr start sch late..at 1pm..but had to reach early to discuss project..haix..we are flooded with sooo many projects..hmm..but luckily is concentrated all within this few wks..so meaning after tt i will be quite free le..haha...got pros and cons la...haix..now toking bout sch but still cant get my mind off 56...dotx...wait i cant sleep tonight again..hehe...hmm..nothing more to update le...haix...nitez..and sweet dreams.....to me....
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Monday, May 08, 2006
refresh
In sch now..waiting 4 lessons to start @ 5pm...haix..really late arhx..makes me wanna sleep..later go home bus surely traffic jam de...luckily hav ipod to accompany me..haha...jux now had a small tok with a friend..hmm..mayb i shouldnt had posted e last 2 blogs at all..though i had no intention to hurt..but apparently it did..but no worries..we had settled everything out already :) actually..at first i thought i had e right to say wateva i wan here..and dun need to ask e permission of others..but after thinking bout it..mayb i shouldnt do tt ba..as it may hav a deep impact on others..plus...this blog is open to e whole world..nevertheless..i mentioned tt i will nvr post anything bout feelings bout friends in e future...so this should end everything ba...but somehow..i still tink tt i retain e right to post whateva i wan lehx..haha..a bit rebellious..but wat i wanna say is..no matter wad..i will still post up wad i tink..but as a whole and not directed to one person..mayb this will be better ba..so even if anione wan to dui4 hao4 lu4 zuo4..is not my business hor...hmm..shall end here ba..aniwae this post is jux to say tt everything is now over..and everyone is still good friends as per normal..but since every misunderstandings had been cleared up now..i indeed feel more positive and happy le...well...i tink i am mostly happy de ba..haha...ok...really ending here le..haix..using sch com..so no nice nice shuai shuai pics to post...16:26
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
regretted
Haix..title of this blog of mine is regrets...as i said..i seldom tell anione my feelings..and e last post mayb my only first time tt i say out my inner most feelings bout a friend..but i swear tt will be e last time i do tt...and i mean it..actually i noe very well wad reaction will i get when i publish tt post...it's always so hard to explain urself and make it very clear to others..i thought i already say it very clearly in my last post..but qns can still be made instead reflections..nvr i shall stop saying here...aniwae to her..though i dunno wad she wans me to reply...i shall say i nvr hold anything against her..and e reason why i post tt blog is not plainly bout friday's incident..but still i will always regard her as a friend...ok..enough of those saddening words..aiyo..i am quite tired today..yesterday watch e election resuts plus another show till very late..aniwae went out with janice yesterday..hehe..yeah finally i brought a shirt with her yesterday..and some other things...if not she will 'complain' tt she is always e only one buying..haha..but tt shirt i quite like it la...plus is quite cheap and e sales person is good looking...hahahaha...dotx..i am not paying extra attention to him lorx...hehe...tmr start sch quite late at 1pm..so today can watch tv till late night..haha..i am growing fatter and fatter..had been eating lotx yesterday and today...why are there so much good food in this world???...nevertheless..i will still continue to stuff myself with good food..when i reach 21..i will definitely plan a trip to taiwan to try all their food and games there (especially roller coaster)...haha..back to my tv now..bye..
(yeah..my beloved 56..notice tt shaowei is getting more and more shuai
but still..renfu is e best!!)
(nice signature isnt it???)
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Friday, May 05, 2006
deep impact
In case no one realise...i changed e title of this blog le!!...not becos of wad reason...jux tt i realise one really need to stay happy always to live on well...in another words..we should tink posively always and try to maintain our feelings positive..but of cos..this is better said than to be done..seriously speaking..true happiness is really almost impossible to attain..becos..there is not only jux me alone in this world..there are still a lot of ppl..friends..family around me..and it is for sure tt other ppl's moods will affect us greatly too...i mean if others are feeling angry or sad..it is quite impossible for u to maintain a good mood as per normal ba..unless u hav no feelings...so how can we ever reach tt state of true happiness???...to hav everyone around u feel as great as u too=impossible..thus i can conclude tt happiness is so near..yet a dream so far..so we can only strive to attain and look towards it...
thus tt is why i changed e title..for 56..although they are only an idol...but still they are truely existing in this world..they can still talk to u..hug u..write to u..but how bout happiness???..ya..it can embrace u 4 a while..and let u feel tt u r e most blessed person at tt moment..but deep down in ur heart..r u really tt happy??..do u really hav no other problems le??..or r u jux deceiving and hiding urself under e thin coat of happiness u feel and hoping tt time will freeze 4eva at tt moment??...so instead of looking in e direction of e reachable..i shall change it to an unreachable one...dreams r meant to be dreamt....only with dreams..then can we grow and strive and move 4ward..isnt it??..
aniwae..shall drop this topic..not my aim of posting today..actually wad i wanna blog now is..2 of my friends sorta quarrel today...of cos..i shall not say out who i tink is wrong or right here...in case another quarrel break out again...hmm..tinking again..quite unlikely since i nvr quarrel with my friends b4..aniwae..wad i wanna say is tt we should all be more sensitive to other ppl feelings ba..in my last blog..i mentioned bout being straightforward is overall not a veri good point..now i am more firm and assured of this thinking..i mean if e straightforwardness is hurting and offending ppl around u..shouldnt tt person reflect abit on his way of talking and be less vocal of his own thinking/feelings??...of cos speaking up is not wrong..but if by doing so u are making everyone around u hurtful..mayb really should reflect and stop or change e way u express ur feelings le..actually seriously speaking..i am quite upset by some words from a friend...mayb by saying this i may offend her again..but since her straightforwardness had already affected so many of us in case she doesnt noe..why should we keep on keeping everything to ourselves and pretend tt nothing had happened???..and continue letting her accuse us of things tt we nvr did in e first place??
haix..mayb our thinkings are veri different ba..things tt are not tt serious/important in our opinion seems to be e opposite in her opinion..then end up we unknowingly..offended her again..really seriously speaking..everytime she threw a temper at us or wad..me and other friends always wonder e same qn: wad hav we done wrong again this time???...we really dunno lor..cos our words or behaviors are not wad she tinks it should be...haix..whenever this kind of incidents happen..i really really dunno wad to do/say lorx..like everything i say will be wrong..so how..i will remain silent..but soon..i realise this is not a good option afterall..cos silence mayb wrong too..and it mayb veri wrong..really dotx lehx...actually i thought all of us are getting along veri well lorx..we can talk and joke together...but everytime when i feel tt we are a group of close friends..misunderstandings will start again..and e fault seems to always lie with us only...yes we can apologise to one another and be good friends again..but e same old thing will happen again and again and nvr stop..izzit really our fault tt we are not treating her good enough??...or are we not answering her qns detailed enough??.. or are we not sensitive enough?..if yes i will apologise for all e misdeeds i had done unintentionally...but i really really hope she will realise e impact of her words on us too..we are not feelingless lor..and really no one will ever accept someone who raises her voice at u for no apparent reason..if this continues to go on like this..i really dunno how are we gg to face each other in e future....
nevertheless..i tink this is e first time i face this kind of problems (hopefully is last)...not tt i dislike anybody or wad (i had nvr hate anyone..really)..jux tt i really didnt expect myself to be in this kind of wierd situations.. actually from young till now..e way i talk or behave is quite e same...e way i ans other's qns is oso always like tt..eg if someone ask me and a friend wad am we talking about...i will ans for eg about e teacher...this is always e way i ans and i believe most ppl will say this lor...i mean i nvr expect tt this way of answering is wrong and tt i should ans in this way: we are talking about for eg e maths teacher and how intersting her lessons are and why we tink so etc....frankly speaking i had nvr give such a long ans for a simple qn like this b4..and all my other friends dun seem to see any problem in e way i behave or tok wad..so i nvr tink tt my behavior is wrong or wad until now...aiyo i really dunno la..jux hope tt everything will be fine from now on..
thus tt is why i changed e title..for 56..although they are only an idol...but still they are truely existing in this world..they can still talk to u..hug u..write to u..but how bout happiness???..ya..it can embrace u 4 a while..and let u feel tt u r e most blessed person at tt moment..but deep down in ur heart..r u really tt happy??..do u really hav no other problems le??..or r u jux deceiving and hiding urself under e thin coat of happiness u feel and hoping tt time will freeze 4eva at tt moment??...so instead of looking in e direction of e reachable..i shall change it to an unreachable one...dreams r meant to be dreamt....only with dreams..then can we grow and strive and move 4ward..isnt it??..
aniwae..shall drop this topic..not my aim of posting today..actually wad i wanna blog now is..2 of my friends sorta quarrel today...of cos..i shall not say out who i tink is wrong or right here...in case another quarrel break out again...hmm..tinking again..quite unlikely since i nvr quarrel with my friends b4..aniwae..wad i wanna say is tt we should all be more sensitive to other ppl feelings ba..in my last blog..i mentioned bout being straightforward is overall not a veri good point..now i am more firm and assured of this thinking..i mean if e straightforwardness is hurting and offending ppl around u..shouldnt tt person reflect abit on his way of talking and be less vocal of his own thinking/feelings??...of cos speaking up is not wrong..but if by doing so u are making everyone around u hurtful..mayb really should reflect and stop or change e way u express ur feelings le..actually seriously speaking..i am quite upset by some words from a friend...mayb by saying this i may offend her again..but since her straightforwardness had already affected so many of us in case she doesnt noe..why should we keep on keeping everything to ourselves and pretend tt nothing had happened???..and continue letting her accuse us of things tt we nvr did in e first place??
haix..mayb our thinkings are veri different ba..things tt are not tt serious/important in our opinion seems to be e opposite in her opinion..then end up we unknowingly..offended her again..really seriously speaking..everytime she threw a temper at us or wad..me and other friends always wonder e same qn: wad hav we done wrong again this time???...we really dunno lor..cos our words or behaviors are not wad she tinks it should be...haix..whenever this kind of incidents happen..i really really dunno wad to do/say lorx..like everything i say will be wrong..so how..i will remain silent..but soon..i realise this is not a good option afterall..cos silence mayb wrong too..and it mayb veri wrong..really dotx lehx...actually i thought all of us are getting along veri well lorx..we can talk and joke together...but everytime when i feel tt we are a group of close friends..misunderstandings will start again..and e fault seems to always lie with us only...yes we can apologise to one another and be good friends again..but e same old thing will happen again and again and nvr stop..izzit really our fault tt we are not treating her good enough??...or are we not answering her qns detailed enough??.. or are we not sensitive enough?..if yes i will apologise for all e misdeeds i had done unintentionally...but i really really hope she will realise e impact of her words on us too..we are not feelingless lor..and really no one will ever accept someone who raises her voice at u for no apparent reason..if this continues to go on like this..i really dunno how are we gg to face each other in e future....
nevertheless..i tink this is e first time i face this kind of problems (hopefully is last)...not tt i dislike anybody or wad (i had nvr hate anyone..really)..jux tt i really didnt expect myself to be in this kind of wierd situations.. actually from young till now..e way i talk or behave is quite e same...e way i ans other's qns is oso always like tt..eg if someone ask me and a friend wad am we talking about...i will ans for eg about e teacher...this is always e way i ans and i believe most ppl will say this lor...i mean i nvr expect tt this way of answering is wrong and tt i should ans in this way: we are talking about for eg e maths teacher and how intersting her lessons are and why we tink so etc....frankly speaking i had nvr give such a long ans for a simple qn like this b4..and all my other friends dun seem to see any problem in e way i behave or tok wad..so i nvr tink tt my behavior is wrong or wad until now...aiyo i really dunno la..jux hope tt everything will be fine from now on..
(shuai shuai pic of xiezhi and his 'famous' words..
meaning not be anxious,panic or scared..)
15:51
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
sudden thought
A sudden thought pop up in my mind today...last time at my blog (msn space there)..i used to say i like ppl to be honest..and tt e world maybe much better if everyone is honest and open with their feelings..and being straightforward is a characteristic i admired too...but dunno why..now i sorta change my opinion le..honesty may not be e best thing after all..frankly speaking..honesty always hurt..e truth always hurt...if there is a choice..i will rather be deceived 4eva and live happily..than to noe e truth and be sad...being too straightforward is a bad point to me now too..cos not many ppl can accept frank opinions pointed directly to their faces..i dun like it too...and i realised being straightforward is often offending and big chances are..ppl will dislike u...aniwae..above is only my personal opinion after 18+years of life in this world..from liking e truth to hating e truth..how much i had changed ah???...change topic..today i spent lotx $$$...$40+ on BOOKS!!!...ya books...xiezhi new book jian chi...56 comic book last volume..and latest j-star mag..i sure noe how to spend ah?..haha..tmr is a long sch day again..0800-2130. who says poly life is relaxing arhx??..
(xiaodao..long time no c him le..
latest pic of him ba..at kang xi lai le..)
(new product of 56..WINTER MELON.....drink!!!)
(renfu at wanyu 28/4/06..miss him ya..)
19:56
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