Tuesday, January 29, 2008
PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whoa...counting down counting down....left 2 days to e end of prcp le....yesterday...while taking report...suddenly called upon to c sister in her room...of cos in my heart was wondering why why why???...then stepped in...is time to get my apprasial...i was like so scared and nervous lor...seeing her slowly shade my marks...and of cos paying attention to e last column...pass or fail....guess wat...yeah...i PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...i was smiling so happily inside there when listening to her explaining my marks and giving me feedback...haha...i really really thought i will do badly or fail or wad lor...in e end....e feedback i got was not bad...and e marks were ok too...hehe...so happy...today stepped into e ward oso so happy...haha...finally...i can relax and plan my holx le...today went for e end briefing...lasted from 2-4...so do junior work in e ward...i really dun like tt...haix...no offence or wad...jux tt i am not familiar with e work scope...then end up i was like having nothing to do lor...floating around whole shift...but good thing...can go back on time too...haix...tmr 2nd last day le...morning shift...last day is e mot sian-est...is pm shift...so stupid...go home late...then next day had to wake up early to go to sch...haix...
aniwae...yup...now can really talk bout holx le...so many places in mind to go...so many things in mind to do...most imptly...i must must must go overseas to play...haha...be it hong kong or taiwan...i wan to go...haha...hmmm...must plan after i end work this thurs le..haha...so happy...yeah...must enjoy this 2 month of hol...think we will be starting work on april 7th..haix...so fast...by then...no more play le...is work real work le...as a staff nurse...so now definitely must enjoy la...haha
up till now...i havent seen my checklist...is still with my dear preceptor...haha...i am starting to miss it...no la...tmr must hand in to sister le...i must remember to get it back cm...must remember ah...lolx...i tink still have things i havent fill in yet...
aniwae...thanks to all msg and encouragement from e tagboard...really appreciate them...from now on..no more grumblings from me bout prcp posting le ba...haha...suddenly realise tt my neg thinking and worries in e past are so....ermm... i dunno what to say...but nvr...i am happy now...tt's e main thing..haha
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
meaninf of my name
| What Shi Hwee Means |
 You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. |
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Friday, January 25, 2008
5 more days
Whoa...long time no update le...haha...really sian-ed...nothing interesting to update also...everytime oso post about e same old things...ok..pls bear with me for a while more...jux a while more ok....jux left with 5 more working days b4 this long prcp posting ends....jux 5 more days...from sunday to thursday....friday will be back to sch!!!!!!...yeah...ok...let me be negative once more..tt is provided i pass e posting la...lol...wierd right??...up till now...i still have no confidence on whether i will pass or not..no one told me anything...not my preceptor not e sister...plus plus plus...my stupid checklist...i dunno how is it now....lol....3 wks ago...our lecturers were telling us tt must get it sign finish b4 e last wk of prcp...now is e last wk le...sadly...i havent complete it...and i nvr seen it too...lol...supposedly i tink need to hand in on monday le...but very very sadly...my preceptor is on shift until tues...and guess wat????...all my checklist is with her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...dunno whether to laugh or cry...hope she kindly sign finish for me...haix...tink of tt oso sian-ed...plus i feel so...**** to keep pestering her to sign...and to go see sister with me...but no choice...actually we planned to see sister this wk de lor...but when we wan to c her...she is on training leave...haix...then can only wait until next tues le...oh god...really dunno what to do or say le...
and one more thing....see bad things dun occur in single...i still hav to do e code blue drill next wk...which is like huh???..next wk left like 4 days only lehx (excluding sunday)...plus have to go end posting briefing..where got time to do...then no one tell me exact time date or details too...really dotx lor....stupid thing...but i hope i can pass...really hope so...tink should be something like megacode in lscn ba..if it is so..i tink i can do it...haha...but i dunno lehx...havent go and watch e video on it too..must must must go watch this sunday or monday le...cannot lazy anymore...lol...everything is so fast gg now...it is coming to an end.......................
aniwae...i am undecided on things now...i dunno should i continue study or work???...c is always like tt...when i dun hav e letter of employment...i am sad...but somehow fixed in my decision to go apply uni...but now when i hav it...i am still sad...cos now i dunno what to do...i dunno if i want to continue to work in this highly stress environment...or should i jux go study another course tt i like...i dunno...i hate to make decision...cos i always tend to regret...haix..what should i do lehx???...
but e main important thing in my mind now...is still about e passing and failing thing...no one talks about it at all...everyone seems confident to pass..but how come i dun feel e same???...there are still quite a few protocol tt i dunno...and there are still many things for me to learn...what does this mean???...am i really not gg to make it???...haix...i really dunno lor...all i know is...i had already put in my best effort...and i really work hard for it le...including sacrificing things tt i like for this posting...不过我也知道，付出并不等于会有好的结果。所以，一切都随缘吧。
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
post birthday
i spent my birthday at work yesterday...afternoon shift somemore...but e day is not bad...workload was light...and for once 6 patients seem easy for me to cope...maybe i am used to 9 patients le...aniwae...nothing much to do yesterday although it is a monday afternoon...jux followup and one transfer...the day pass fast...with me passing report fast too...loved yesterday...once e once a year birthday is over...my luck seems to go away too....today is busy like hell...i am running here and there like dunno wad...feeling lost at times...worst of all...got 'picked' by a dunno who...lol...she appeared out of nowhere...asking so many wierd qns...and complain to sister somemore...omg....of cos...i kana from sister lor...for a supposedly mistake i make...when everyone is doing e same thing...nonetheless...i feel so down now....i guess this feeling will accompany me for days lor...good thing is e ward clerk sorta comfort me a little...yup and e staff nurse too...though she sorta reprimand me a little (like i nvr ask u to do tt why u do huh??? ok but some staff will really expect us to do wad...if not they will so how come nvr do...dotx...next time i shall dun care anymore...) but is ok...i am ok with them...but not tt wierd woman...whom now i also dunno who she is...she is not in charge of us lor...then why she poke her nose into our business...i cannot even look in e computer ma???...mind her...i got e password to assess to e results also lor...and not as if i will leak out any confidential data...for 9wks + i hav been tracing results and checking orders...haix...dunno what she thinking...in conclusion wierd woman....
this incident spoils my whole day happy mood...plus a lot of incidents tt happen today too...such as a patient who refused to rest in bed where he is supposedly too...and me got scolded by a dunno come from where patient...ridiculous...ask me where is one pt...i say toilet la...then he cannot find then come and scold me...dotx...he got legs lehx...how i noe where he go everytime...then ask me wierd qns also...stupid man....aiya...i summary...today is really a bad day for me...i cant go for break as well...and i had to stay back....and now i am still feeling so depressed...wan to cry le la....1st time kana from sister...sobs.....i bet tmr ppl will start passing on e above incident again....(e wierd woman one)...sian-ed...
aniwae...today i reject e posting to o&g ward...my fave nursery is there actually...if i accept i will hav to go next wk...i am kinda regretting now...should hav accept it and leave this stupid place..face babies better than facing ugly adults...but now is too late...already told sister 'no i dun wan to go'...reason...i havent finish signing my checklist here...stupid right???...cos my preceptor not around this few days...so my checklist still hanging in e air like tt...so i cant jux leave...haix...if not...I WILL LEAVE THIS PLACE LOR...
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
pictures
(DS gold...my new gadget for today)
(my birthday present..haha...which i very thick-skinned requested for) 
(my new camera...olympus again...instead of my T20 or T70i was 'cyco' into buying this..but still
I LOVE IT!!!)
I LOVE IT!!!)
(pink christmas tree at e cathay...so nice lor)
(celebrating reg's birthday)tt's all for e update...great start for 2008...this year will be better...definitely...for e above 3 new items tt i bought...i only fork out 100 bucks...haha...e rest are generously sponsored by my mum, dad and sis...love them all :)
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