Friday, November 20, 2009
dance dance dance
While, updates are not as interesting now...cos i have nothing interesting to update about...lol...everyday work eat sleep...nothing much really...only like i said in last post need to perform during cardiac family day...so besides work eat sleep...there is dance practice also...well..i think to me this is really a big breakthrough??..from young till now..i have not been the active type...all activities i liked are somehow more indoor...more refined??...now need to dance..haix...i am really throwing my 'face' aside to dance and shake lor...really not me now...what to do..i am also living a not me life now...so doing such things seem trivial...haix...sounds depressed again...but ok la...need to hold on...well..if dreams can be fulfilled so easily...they are not called dreams anymore right???...everything needs time...i am waiting for time to pass...TIME is really an interesting factor...well...if time isn't present...then all the things that seemed precious may not be tt precious anymore...also...if time is here as soon as u called for it...u will not know how to treasure it...time is life..time is you...time can proves to yourself and others a lot of things...including whether have i decided on the right thing...when e time has come to decide...i think i will have a better answer...rather than now...if what i wants can be realised the next day or what...it may not really be what i really wanted...whether am i moving towards my dream or whether am i actually escaping from reality...time will show...
anyway...these few days are hectic...i think i am spending every single day at hospital now...practising hard for the dance...hope it will turn out ok...haha...after tt event on sunday...need to be back to stressful and early days le...cos course is starting again...haix...now is respi...not exactly my fave...thinking bout it...rather spend more time to practice dance than to study..lol...got used to play already...cos everytime after practice will go and eat...then also go arcade play...hehe...arcade got so many interesting games nowadays...especially more and more basketball machines...fun fun fun...as a comparison...study seems ermm..neg...haha...cos once start course again will not have time to go play anymore:(...thinking bout the course is stressful..not only test...but competency checklists to complete...haix...if only studying and no work is ok la...but now study + work...really hard to finish all tt is expected...have so many audit in hand havent do yet...plus the course checklists...headache...
haix...better dun think so much at home..if not will become emo again...at home should be relaxed and happy ma..haha...ok la...2 weeks more to leave...although only 5 days...good enough...go play and eat..haha...so many things in mind to buy...super excited...haha...
morning shift tmr...shall sleep early...cos there is prac after work again...jia you...
22:04
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
nobody
Yup..i am supposed to be asleep now since i am on morning shift tmr...and i will sleep after this entry since i long long time never update le...past week is horrendous...terrible working life...with plenty of things to complete with limited time...if only there is 48hours in a day...maybe i can finish more things...but perhaps not also...because...i will then be extremely stucked in work only...lol...tried my first ever double shift at work..if can...i will NEVER do that again...cos is so tiring..my legs like gg to give way anytime...and when reach home...i just like dropped dead in bed lor...in e end i need 3 days to recover from tt...haha...so tiring...so so tiring...so if possible i will not want to do tt again...
dunno why nowadays acuity in ward super high...meaning workload is heavy...with minimal staff...i am straining myself...i dunno still how much i can stretch...just tahan for this few weeks...next month will have 5days leave...then i can escape from work...escape from spore for 5days...haha...relax a while...then will have more energy to move on...if not...so tiring...i think my need for rest period is getting more frequent...first...i can work 6months then take AL...then is 4months...then is 3months...now 2months...so meaning by next yr i every month must take leave la???...impossible ma...where got so many leave??..so what does this mean then???...i wont want to say anything loud...
aniwae...this few days will be work straight for 6 days...tiring...then still have to practice dance for cardiac family day which is coming soon on 22/11/09...so fast...now we are only halfway through learning the dance...can u imagine it??...me dancing....OMG...i feel so wierd...but no choice...have to be more confident...now my whole mind is just filled with that song...
i want nobody nobody BUT YOU...
lol...sleep now...tired...
00:25
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