Sunday, January 30, 2011
prediction?
Yup, it is late already and I am supposed to be in bed now since tmr is a working day. Especially now need to go out earlier in order to squeeze up the bus and avoid the traffic jam. Wonder what's wrong with the transport system in Singapore now, too much people in bus, and too much cars on road. A usual 20mins trip to work can be 45mins or more now. Irritating. I am really irritated by the influx of people here. Be it in the malls, transport vehicles or what.
And ya, being the usual can't bear to sleep me, again I read a bit of my previous entries. LOL. Reminiscence is the in thing now?? Haha. My blog is already 6 years old. Can attend elementary school next yr le. Haha joke. Anyway was reading some entries in 2006 de, can see how childish I was then. And how am I so into idols then. Haha. Now also la. I made a wish then as well, to fly to taiwan to watch 5566 concert. I think I sorta realised this wish already, just that not to see their's but mayday's. So, actually things won't last actually. Be it your liking for a person/idol, or the person's or idol's existance in this world or society. And people are forgetful, once u are out of their sight for a moment, they will forget u.
A quote from my past entries. Forever friends is not possible, because forever does not exist. I still believe that. Sadly.
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Chanel
Spent almost a full day at orchard today. Never really like shopping that much when I was still a student, but strangely once u have attained the spending power, shopping became an essential part of life. Went to quite a no of malls today. All in orchard la wheelock, isetan Scotts, tangs, taka, centrepoint, 313, far east. Orchard is really a fantastic place to shop. Top no one place in my list of shopping areas in Singapore. Totally dislike bugis, will never step to that area except to iluma or bugis junction.
Anyway, bought sone stuff today as well. A bit spendthrift la, splurge on chanel makeup products. But I like their products, from packaging to fragrance to quality. All I like. And one thing great is their products dun cause outbreaks to my face. Thats very important lo. Had been using a few brands of foundation b4, really cmi. Though chanel a bit ex compared to others, but is reasonable pricing la. The quality is there. Afterall those powder things to apply to face, better not risk and try those funny funny products. If not allergic or what even worse.
Also watched sco performance at far east today. Nice songs played. Loved Chinese orchestra pieces always! Miss playing in an orchestra a lot. Miss yang Qin a lot. Afterall I've been into it for so long le. Hearing them played really makes me touched and a bit emotional. Haha. But too bad, minimal chances to even get near to it now. Envy ppl who love music and able to treat it as a career.
Anyway, this blogging app on iPhone is useful to me. Now I can update my blog whenever I feel like it. Haha. Feel is important in writing a blog entry.
30th Jan le. Two more days to feb. ?days to salary. Have not been getting salary for the past 1.5 months. Getting poor le. Hope it will be in before cny la. And feb is the month enroll to uni again. Lol I used the word again. Anyway this will be my last yr attempting to enter UNi. Is either in or out. No more wait next yr or what le. So hopefully I can get into what I want!
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Friday, January 28, 2011
Blogging from phone
Yeah!!! Finally found an iPhone app to blog here. Not very user friendly though. But it is something useful afterall. Finally it is friday again. Green hornet later. Hope it will be nice la. A lot of things on my buylist though, want to save end up spending more than usual.
28th Jan today. Just a few more days application to UNi starting, a bit excited dunno why. Makes me think that I am actually moving closer and closer to my goal. I may be a little selfish now just to think of myself and move towards my own goals without thinking about others, but I believe that is what a motivated young person should behave. Maybe years to come I may realize that what I do now may not be right, but at least I can answer to myself by attempting to do something meaningful.
Oops, starting not to understand what exactly am I writing le. Anyway one thing good about this app: there is auto spelling correction cos is using my phone. Lol. Not a bad function since I don't need to backspace so many times. Haha.
Find that I an blogging less and less in depth nowadays. Perhaps I am unwilling to squeeze my brain cells so much to think about complex issues. Hmmm, scared that next time if I want to write about something more in depth I will lose touch on how to approach the topic. Haha. On e other hand, thinking lesser and simpler actually makes life easier and happier. Read something from weibo earlier on. Knowing how to give up/let go is a step towards happiness. Well, agreeable with that, but easier said to be done. Giving up is actually even harder than to hold on. To hold on is easier as u are just continuing, yet giving up is a change and change is always difficult. Wanting to lead a different life yet unwilling to change is something detestable actually. But sadly a lot of people are just like that. Maybe that includes me as well.
Ok anyway, I am still glad that I am gliding towards my goal already. Wanting to find a place to belong to. Though worked at current place for 6 months le, I am still not belonging to here since I am not an official employee here afterall. Difficult to understand think of it like a hermit crab. This is just a temporary lodging place.
Glad that I will definitely be leaving here, just a matter of time. Hopefully gaining admission can be smooth sailing:)
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Saturday, January 22, 2011
i like, no i love
Had been buying quite a no. of concert dvds. Well, I am surprised that HMV now sells things cheaper than cd-rama, those who had a habit of buying music products should know that HMV used to be the more expensive store as compared to others, but now, it seems to be the cheapest. However I still miss the times when there are a lot of music stores around, because I love going to cd shops to shop. Now sadly, u can seldom see any full music stores anymore. Cd rama, HMV, gramophone, tt's all I can remember seeing now.
Anyway, just finished yen-j I like, No I love concert dvd. It is a rather short concert, but still enjoyable. Admired people like him who are excelled in musical instruments. Wonder how they are able to master them all. Loved him on the guitar, keyboard, drums, piano, bass. But well, the dvd is till a bit overpriced la, cos there is really too little songs. Della's concert dvd seems better, there are 2dvds and 1 cd, and of cos with more songs. Well, after all she had more albums released, and some of her songs are really nice to listen to. Jay's concert dvd coming out next week, and SHE in march. More things to buy. All I am looking forward to, well, listening to a singer's live concert is better than listening to cds. And of course, going to a concert live is better than watching at home. A bit sad that I did not get to go to rock's 30th concert today, the news on channel 8 just now seems tempting and nice. But, save more money ba. I hoped more of their concerts will be coming out. Faster pls. I miss the feel of a concert already.
Introduce on song by Della, her new album 2nd hit I think, 冷血动物 by magic power 廷廷. Not bad a song, a bit different from his usual composing style. Hmmm, I am also anticpating magic power's album to be released as well. Haha.
愛你是全身麻醉的手術
微弱的心電圖 因為你而起起伏伏
只要一點點人類的溫度
我就能被征服 我願賭就願意服輸
可是我心裡有數
我不是你的回憶錄
只是你的未知數
我翻了又翻你給的地圖
卻一直找不到我的歸宿
也許開始太倉促 才迷了路
為沒有結果的結果盲目
我等了又等夢見的幸福
卻永遠只是你一根肋骨
我終於恍然大悟 不再上訴
只怪自己愛上的是一個 冷血動物
就算我變成一個拳擊手
我也下不了手 總不能找自己報仇
就算我乾了這手生啤酒
我也沒有對手 我也不能對你反駁
我們像兩個宇宙
我自甘著我的墮落
你一無你的所有
我哭的好累
想哭的很美
但哭的好痛
I think I will be led and influenced by music forever. Music rocks! Chinese pop rocks! I am glad I am once living in an era where CPOP is the main and in thing in life. Although kpop rules the young now, but CPOP is forever the best in my life, simply because we are all chinese.
Oh ya, CNY coming soon. Looking forward!!
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Friday, January 14, 2011
annual event
Once you are past your 20th birthday, things are starting to be fast forwarding le. Without realising it I am already 23 le this year. Very fast, a bit old le, but never mind, mentally I think I am still very young. Haha.
Did not really celebrate my birthday this year. Even today I stayed at home, a bit tired, and have the feel that I just want to be at home. Reasonable also la, best way to spend a birthday is with your family actually, as they are the ones closest closest nicest nicest to you. I liked the fruit cake my family bought, very yummy. Eaten x3 cakes this year. 2 from my current colleagues. I am quite surprised that they would celebrate for me as well. Afterall I am still 'new' there, and I am not very sociable there as well. But a big big thanks to them. Eaten the first cake on wed, a celebration together with lin lin's birthday, the cake is nice. Pizza is nice, and drumlets are especially nice. Haha. 2nd cake, or rather a cupcake today is from zu and wan xiao (my mentor at work??). Very sweet of them:)
Yesterday was a birthday treat from emily. Ate lots of yummy fruit. Especially the dessert banana split, giant portion from new york new york, absolutely yummy !! Was initially a bit mad as I waited 2hours plus for her to finish work, I am sorry but I ultra cannot stand to wait for ppl for so long. Although I am always not on time also, but I never been late 2hours de lo. Waited until the whole office left with one person, so sianed so I went off wanting to just catch the bus and go. LOL. I think I was really mad then. But after some time, temper gone. LOL.
Guitar lesson was fruitful, finally got to learn strumming. Yeah! Bought yen-j concert dvd from HMV, haven't got to watch it yet. Saw in news that Jay's concert dvd is for sale on 25th, woohooo, finally out!!
This january seems fast, 2weeks gone just like that. Soon, CNY is arriving. Bought plenty of clothes this year. Overspent a lot. But never mind, hehe, I seldom buy new clothes one also, so once a year ok la. Just confirmed that I will work until my school starts as well. Good news for me, because till then I will have a good fixed income. And also Korea trip is more or less confirmed haha. Just haven't physically booked for the trip yet only.
Oh ya, enrolment for school starts in 2weeks time!! Shall spent the CNY holidays applying for it. Hopefully I can get what I want!
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Sunday, January 09, 2011
KL trip
Fast, I am already back from the KL trip. Spent quite some money, but never mind. I love the levi's jeans which I bought, plus all the clothes as well. Of course most importantly I love this short getaway.
Travelling is cool cos u get to forget all your troubles and just live in a relax mode. Returning is cruel because you are returning to reality and that means all the troubles are back to surface again. The most cruel reality for me now is to return to work tmr at 7am. Early and I always had minimal activities on mon morning. Wonder why they like to put me to work so early and not giving me more duties.
Tues will be afternoon shift again until 10pm.
Wed have not decide on what to do yet except work.
Thurs is guitar lesson after work as usual. Sadly, the teacher had given us so many things to practice which I haven't touch yet. All the chords and changing of chords need a lot of practice to play well. I am just simply lazy. Tmr is until 4pm due to start work at 7am, so tmr will be practice day for me.
Fri I have no plans. No birthday plans. Intended to stay at home and just rot and just enjoy my weekend. No plans=rest=happiness?? LOL
So tired, have not had enough sleep for the past 3days. And everyday walk until legs got the cramping feel.
SLEEP, is what I need now. Nights.
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Sunday, January 02, 2011
Last day of break
2/1/11. Countdown of one more day to work. Spent my whole day today in front of computer watching shows. Yesterday as well. Relax mode haha. And my bad habit of surfing net till late night is back again. Lol. But I supposed after tomorrow I will be back to the normal sleeping habits again ba. Though I love late nights, sleeping at 11pm or before is still a better and healthier choice.
Well, nothing special to update today actually. Just writing in case I get too lazy to blog again when work resumes on monday. Although time is already passing fast now, I still hope it can fast forward somemore. Wishful thinking.
Anyway, forgot to include an important goal of mine in previous posts. That is, not to overspend anymore, and not to buy unnecessary things anymore! That is important. I think I am becoming more like a 败家女。Shoes, bags, clothes, cosmectics......and the list is forever non ending. Bad point of earning more than past, intended to save more but still will end up spending more. Haix, I won't be surprise if by end july I am not able to save up to my aim at the rate of my spending. Somemore going to KL, Korea. DIE. Who says money is not everything? Haix, money money money. I am becoming so 市侩 over here.
Lets say I successfully gets into uni later this year and be a full time student, non working. I wonder how am I going to live on? Bad point about studying after you start work: Too used to having spending power. Haix, maybe I think too fast ahead and too much le. But really, judging my character, I think I better start buying more things now before school really starts. LOL. Back to square one, how am I going to save more if I buy more now? Haha.
切切实实印证了一句话，钱不是万能，但没钱真的万万不能！
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Saturday, January 01, 2011
1st post in the new year 2011
Yoz, new year day today! 2011! A year longed by me??? Haha. As usual spent my new year's eve at home counting down in front of the computer. As usual my house downstairs is blasting their speakers and I am still very irritated by it. As usual no matter how high I turn up my computer's volume I still cannot hear clearly. Haha, a lot of as usual. This is the 3rd year I've spent new year's eve in this way, and it will continue on I think. Watching countdown in taipei is a great joy and enjoyment for me. 7pm to 1am, the length of their countdown concert. Mayday's performance is great yesterday!!!! Yeah, Ashin no longer need to fret over his "破音" in front of so many people anymore. Haha, 终于雪耻了！
Fireworks are beautiful, even on computer screen. 288s of their 101 fireworks show. Oh ya, there is firework at my house there as well, I think is 1 blast?? And sadly I dunno why every year they countdown a bit too early, it is only 1158 in my computer's time and they already are 5 4 3 2 1-ing. Thought there should be some improvement in the accuracy of time since the launch and popularity of iphone?? LOL.
Anyway, talking about mayday's performance yesterday, finally get to hear their 'new' single OAOA in full. Haha, catchy lyrics. One thing funny is Ashin's eyes looking at one direction from time to time. The direction of the lyrics machine. Haha. And also when he is singing with Patty Hou (likes her!! her voice is so sweet!), very funny cos his hand is somewhere around her waist, but ver gentlemanly he never touch her but just place his hand there. Well, looking far seems that he is holding her la, but the camera man very 'zun' just film at the angle you can see he is just holding the air. LOL. It is a funny scene. Hou is much 大方 in a way that she just openly places her hand at his face (2times!). Haha.
1/1/11 today. Nice figure. But a bit sian-ed by the fact work starts on the 3rd. Rest and play is always not enough??!! Anyway is a brand new year. 新年新希望！不贪心，许一个愿就好了。希望我所有愿望都能实现！Hahaha.
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