Shi Hwee

Thursday, February 23, 2006

exams finally over!!!

yeah...today is such a pleasant day...my exams is finally over le..dun need to mug until 2am at nite le...haha...tt's so tiring..plus my flu is acting up this few days..haix...actually quite hesitant to use e computer today...cos it shut down on me 4 times yesterday...without any warning somemore...dunno wat's wrong with it??...haix...if hard disc got problem i thought is jux restart??? but yesterday is completely shut down...like power failure like tt...haix...wierd...

nxt monday gg to hospital again...this time tink will be at an aircon ward...cool..dunno how will it be like this time???...aniwae...now still browsing e web for my pics with a theme to put up here..haha still quite pleased with e zax blog...hmmm...nothing much to type actually...better end here..in case e com go haywire again...haha...bye

20:38


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Monday, February 20, 2006

xiezhi's birthday

Happy birthday to U
Happy birthday to U
Happy birthday to....xie zhi
Happy birthday to U!!!!

15:59


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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Zax Wang Ren Fu

A post specially delicated to my ou xiang wang renfu!!..haha...well..i am bored u see..so jux wanna post something bout him ba...and in big fonts...(compared to previous posts..hehe)..ok back to topic..well not really a report..jux some pics gathered from net...hehe...firstly..is e cute cute baby photo on e left(or izzit right??)..dotx i am bad at left right thinggi...nxt..is his car..well since 2005 august..so i dunno whether had he changed???...nevertheless..this car is splendid...red in colour somemore...i tink inside e seats oso red...haix..but i like pink more lehx...haha..and there is only 2 in taiwan..and he proudly owns one of them..so i guess e cost mux be................................rich sia.......when can i own a car like tt too????

following pic i hav is e ultra 'cool' impersonating pic of zax...haha...dunno how to describe this pic..really pretty...prettier than a lot of girls in this world ba...(no offense)...hehe..this show is dou zhen ju le bu...which luckily i had watched..if not it will be e greatest regret of my life...hehehe

e 'full of espressions' zax...haha..and e high voltage eyes zax..(aiyo..forgot e phrase to describe this...izzit killer eyes????)..

lastly...is a series of his photos...looking at e camera...and doing e same post with e same hand gestures....haha...surprisingly...he really likes doing tt arhx...

~~~THE END~~~

Actually i hav more la...but today really too late le...very tired le...and i still wan to watch finish one video...so shall post more nxt time...when e 'feel' comes...haha...mayb nxt wk after exam ba..hehe...and pls dun scold me at e back and say me wu liao horx...haha...aniwae good nite...:)
(PS: ermmm..i dunno who to credit for these pics lehx...all i remember is e last 8 pics come from zaxsky forum...sorry for any offfences...)

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Saturday, February 18, 2006

boring

its such a boring day at home!!!!..arhx...nothing to do..ermm ok i can study..but in such hot weather...dotx...headache...really headache...haha...yesterday was my first paper...haix...not much big deal..e things i thought will come out in e end nvr...waste my time studying...but overall ok la...can ans...and i left at bout 1010...when e paper is supposed to end at 1035..finish early better...if not mux wait 4 teacher to collect papers..then count...by e time will be 11...

bought jj album yesterday...havent had a chance to seriously listen to it..again is e stupid weather..makes me feel restless in everything..but some songs are nice nice nice...althought i only heard it once...shall recomend it again when i listen to all songs..hehe..aniwae these few days had been watching videos at youtube.com...hehe...5566 videos...very funny sia...tt's why i am online everyday now...laugh until stomachpain...hahahhaa..why are they always so funny???..but they can be serious too la..jux look at e difference when they are at different shows...eg feng mian ren wu vs shao nian te gong..

haix...up till now..everytime tok bout 56 will still be so excited and happy..but i jux think of them secretly in my heart now..and oso write bout them here...if not will be too frustrating 4 others ba..i will love them secretly in my heart...hahaha...so mushy..face red le...hehe...but seriously think bout it...i hav like them since i am in sec 2 ba..when wqyl first shown in chl u...i love renfu from then...haha..so it had like been almost 3-4 years...nvr known i will like an idol 4 soo long..of cos there was a time..like last yr when i thought i dun like them animore..at tt time..tink i like JJ a lot...tt i sort of thought i had forgotten bout 56...but dunno why..after being to their concert last dec...cant seem to take my mind off them animore..the love had been revived..haha...joking la..but i noe very well tt i will continue to support them and love them...as long as they are still in this world..despite from e many annoying comments and complaints bout them...used to be very mad bout these untrue comments..but as renfu always say..."mouth is theirs..and there bound to be someone like or hate u...so as long as u hav put in ur best..jux ignore wateva they say.."..fine i will jux ignore them:)

ok i shall stop my gossip bout them..if not it will be endless..haha..hav been chatting with shina on msn this few days..hehe..old friends no time no see...a lot of things to say...haha..shall continue chat with her now..byebye..(actually hav somemore to blog..but i 4get le!!!)

14:33


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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

update

finally a change of the music...had been saying 4 sooo long tt wan change e song...but too lazy to do tt..so now..change to boyfriend..hehe...to suit the valentine mood..haha...but tt was a classic song..and is still one of my fave till now..aniwae..i seem to like a lot of songs nowadays...seems like e songs are getting nicer..or my taste is widening???...ok..let me list some..excluding 56 ones of cos...(every songs of their i love)...from cyndi: meng de guang dian, u are my only love, woosa woosa.. then from angela: pan duo la, kou dai de tian kong, yong zhou, zui jing, ai de lu cheng..from ayumi: pride, heaven, fairyland..from rainie: li xiang qing ren...from s.h.e: yue gui nu shen, bu xiang zhang da, xing guang...ermm..shall stop listing..if not can go a very long list...haha..aniwae only mention a few recent ones..oh ya...oso JJ new album...cao cao really veri nice lehx..hehe...surprise with e type of tune he can come out with...:)

this few days mugging "hard" for exams..ok..i studied at night..so far finish 1 subject only..hehe..but i can finish studying one..no worries...jux tt no mood to study in morning..and other subjects exam is nxt wk..so even if i study now i will NOT remember..i hav good but short memory...dotx..hope tt exam this time can be as easy as last time..haha..didnt really put in a lot of effort..haix...really slacking a lot le...how can like this???...i wan go for overseas attachment...ahhh...mux maintain good results!!!!...on 2nd thoughts...dun tink i hav so much money to go aniwae..but nevertheless...i wan to score well...who doesnt aniwae???

today is valentine's day...didnt even realise it until after receiving greetings from friends..haha.. but this yr valentine so lonely...as in previous yrs spent e day in sec sch...then we used to exchange gifts...but this yr..haix...valentine not only for couples what...but i oso dun dare to disturb my frenx..but sometimes got e stupid thought tt if i ask them out...will they go out with their dates or me??..(hehe...of cos dates la..i will choose e same oso)...so stupid of me...but of cos i wont ask tt...cos i tink e feeling to reject someone is terrible..and being rejected is jux as terrible as well...

Really looking towards friday..not becos is exam la...becos i wan buy JJ cd!!!!..then i am gg to listen to it whole weekend...hope tt cyndi album will be out by tt day oso...then i can embed myself in music....hehe...haix...nothing much to write already...ermmm..shall end here...i am hungry le...bye

17:22


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Saturday, February 11, 2006

exams soon

yeah!!...my three wks of attachment finally over le...i enjoyed this posting man...haha...all e staff i met very kind and nice..especially those from polyclinic...nevertheless..i still prefer staying at home doing nothing..haha...lazy lazy lazy...

nxt friday will be e first paper...jux e thought of it makes me so sianx le...haix...havent even study yet...not even flipping one pg of e book...seems like nxt few days mux burn midnite oil le.. but really dun feel like studying lehx...i wan watch vcd...i havent finish full house yet...:(

aniwae i jux bought ayumi's cd (miss)understood.. quite nice..i love pride this song...hehe..but listen to e cd like diiferent from e tv edition..wierd...i still hav lotxa of things havent buy yet...
JJ latest album cao cao(out on 17th ba)
cyndi's gai ban album(out soon le..with dvd of her recent concert...so cool)
jay's ep..dvd one
wang zi bian qing wa full set (but i already hav last set le..then 1st 2 sets no more on sale..haix..hav 2 waste $ buy whole set...dotx...)
thumbdrive
and lastly..JJ concert tix(write here first..hehe...but not so fast concert ba)
Haix...where to get so much money to buy..??oh ya...not mentioning upcoming 2 chalets...headache...

oh ya...full house show really nice to watch!!..luckily my sis bought it..hehe...rain is cute in e show..but a bit detesting la...haha...56 concert is march 18...feels like flying there to watch..haix..really nice lehx their concert...i love to see them singing live...ahhh..hope can come out vcd..then i can watch everyday le..hehe..joking...

lastly to end..wish everyone happy cny...havent last day yet..haha...so still can say xin nian kuai le!!!...i wan go surf net le...........

21:50


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Saturday, February 04, 2006

hesitating..

so fast sat again le...which means my attachment at hospital is over...yesterday finally got assessed...and i made some stupid mistakes again...haix..but i pass this posting le la...luckily if not need to repeat...:) nxt wk gg to polyclinic le...hehe..lucky got friends together...if not will be extreme sianx...

aniwae...got one big qns bothering me now...haixxxx...should i go 4 e chalet???..though i already answered ok..but really having big doubts now...reason being i havent been contacting them 4 so long le..plus i feel i dun really blend in with them..no offense to anyone here...jux wondering if i really should go....and make myself miserable..i mean if there isnt a common topic available...b/w me and them...i will definitely feel left out ba...i hate tt kind of feeling...and i dun wanna out myself in tt kind of position...but jux chickening out like tt..seems so rude...cos mayb everything is already planned...haix...i oso dunno wat am i saying now...or do anyone truely understand what am i trying to express here???...of cos i will wish to go to hav fun...but there seems to be a big question mark in front that will i truely be having fun there???...or will i jux as usual hav to like only go along with them???..pretending to be having a lot of fun...(ermm pretending seems a wrong word to use..but how else can i say it?)..

hmm..mayb i should not hav post this at all...even they will not see this..maybe i am jux lacking the strength to face them again...aiyo 4get it ba...i already agreed to go...and i will go...jux wondering if i had made e right choice...things will nvr be e same like it used to be last time..so even i noe some of them 4 years...we can nvr go back to like we used to be...ppl do change...they changed a lot..and i changed a lot too ba...changing is inevitable...so as to protect ourselves from harm...but escaping is not e way to solve anything..thus i will face it...only dead can escape ba.. so i will pray well tt i will enjoy myself...maybe i will la...but i noe it will nvr be e same again..and somehow it may be better this way too...because due to e lack of true feelings...there will be minimal harm or damage too(translate from chi...haha)...

to anyone reading this blog...dun understand nvr mind...i am jux venting out my thoughts...to lighten myself a little...plus me myself oso dun understand what am i gg to say truely...on e other hand..if one can effectively express own feelings into words and truely noe what why she is feeling like tt...there will be no more troubles or unhappiness le ba...

what am i saying actually?????

12:25


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