Sunday, October 17, 2010
HOT!!!
The weather had been terribly hot that i have no intention of going out to anywhere be it to do whatever things...just staying at home can make me frustrated as well....weekend passes so quick...it is monday again tmr...another week of office hour work...but october is gg quick...i love the feel of time passing fast...soon nov will come...then soon next yr will come...soon everything will come...
Anyway...had been trying to complete my cross stitch...or rather to start...lol...it is just too big...wonder why did i buy such a big one tt time???...haix...time...much time needed to complete that...
Life is a bore nowadays...nothing much to look forward to in the meanwhile..just living a usual life as a normal working adult...and i am here trying to type out something interesting but still cannot because i do not know what things can i write about...
Can i hope of some more new stuff to happen??? eg more movies to launch....more news topics to talk about...more songs and albums to release...haha...
shall stop here...boring words ba..lol
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Tuesday, October 05, 2010
疑惑
他们都是这样说的：
世上一定会有好事发生的，我们就是因为那些好事而活着的。
没能力，做不了该做的事的人真是个LOSER。
绝对不能变成自己讨厌的那种人。
那我想问：
什么时候传说中的好事才会发生呢？
如果做不到，做错了是LOSER，那什么都做不了的我算什么? 该死的LOSER？？！！！
不变成自己讨厌的人，却渐渐变成他人讨厌的对象，这样到底是好或坏？
我期待明年的到来，我希望眼前一切能尽快过去，我盼望下一秒就是未来。
因为，未来才是支持着我，让我继续有勇气与动力活下去的力量。
我的人生从中四以后绕了一大圈，好大的一圈。我用了5年时间发现自己正在一个不适合我的圈子里生活。
在这无聊的一天，我默默地决定了我的人生短暂计划：中文系（希望也能副修大众传播）。
无聊之中所领悟出的重大意义。
至少今天没有白过 :)
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Monday, October 04, 2010
sis's 20th birthday
My sister 20th birthday today...i remembered it late last night...i forgotten about it during the day...and i remembered it again after we had our dinner...how forgetful i can get sometimes??? and to think we are having a birthday celebration dinner for her...i think i am too engrossed in the good food that i forgotten the purpose of gg there...lol...love kushinbo for the jap food...but i think i really overate today...the weight i've lost for the past 2weeks...i have gained all back in one day...i am not stepping up onto the weighing scale..until i go for my swimming exercise this thurs and fri...lol
I am so tired today...but it was my fault la...slept too late yesterday...almost 2am...less than 5hours of sleep...just because i want to finish watching one movie...the experiment...came across it on facebook...looks interesting so went ahead to watch...it was quite a recent movie...but i dun think it is screened here?? maybe overseas...yup...it is talking about a experiment ...psychological exp held to examine prisioner/prisoner's guard behaviour...an experiment supposedly lasting for 14days...but ended up terminated within 6days because things are really gg out of control...i think i am a little traumatised by the film...not because of its violence or what...just i think it is really scary bout human beings...that the power of power...power of control...the power to decide and implement...how sadist one can really be..u will nvr imagine it...wealth can make one lose his mind...power can as well...scary things of the earth...i am glad i am not possessing any one of it now...lol
Sleeping in early today...so tired...but i am glad..i managed to sustain the determination to practise the guitar for at least 15-20mins per day...although i am very tired...although my fingers are hurting and sore now even i am just typing....
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Sunday, October 03, 2010
blur vision
Another blur headed title...this time is physically...having blur vision now..i think i faced the laptop for too long...more than 8hours already...lol...too engrossed in itunes...and trying to update lyrics for every songs...finally done..hurray!!!!...
So fast already sunday...spent thurs fruitfully...i am loving guitar lessons more...cos i think we are all getting more proficient...and we are required to choose a song to learn...hmmm...havent decide what should i learn yet...think think think...
fri was a rest day...went to swim early morning...initially was hesitating cos i felt sleepy...in e end...i figured i could not fall asleep anymore so went ahead...walked 20mins to the pool...swam 45mins walked 20mins back...my first exercise after restarting work 2weeks ago...hmm...i should carry on this routine to swim at least once every week ba...
sat nothing much...slack at home...watched tvb drama...finally finished shi gong qi an 2...i dun quite like the ending...cos i dun think mei ren should die and become the zen xian...i dun like!!!!...and i dun understand why e ba bei zi can still be happy even though she had died..need to sleep and dream whenever they wanna meet??? ridiculous...hmmm...maybe i am too serious cos this is afterall a weird show...still catching up on gong zhu jia dao...it is getting a bit boring...but i still wanna finish it :)
sunday..which is today le..no plans also..wanna sleep at home since i am still awake now...now reading mp's facebook status updates....funny sia...haha...love days like these at home :)
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