Friday, August 31, 2007
LSCN course
After 3 days of 'intensive' training...the lscn course is finally over...it was really tiring and information overloading...haha...cos there is a lot of things to remember...yesterday after e mcq test...started the practical sessions...firstly is airway managament lor...finally...i learnt e correct technique of modified jaw thrust...haha...then also learn intubation...whoa cool....but my hands really hurt...must hold e laryngoscope like dunno wat...trying to expose e 'hole'..i mean to c e vocal cords la to get in e ETT into e trachea...everyone in e grp is trying hard...getting hold of everytime to practice...haha...cos e technique really not easy to master...but this station is considered e 'easiest' of all de la...then next is defibrillation station...mux recognise e rhythm...then give shock lor...actually this oso not tt difficult la...jux some safety issues...but i failed first attempt in this station...due to e stupid machine lor...ok partly my fault...e asystole in this machine is not straight line de lor...look like fine vf then i dunno wat to do le...so give shock in e end of cos fail la...haix...should hav practised more in this machine...cos everytime practise use e other one...but luckily 2nd attempt pass le...whoa...is during e megacode...tt e lecturers decide tt actually i know how to do...hehe...so retest...then pass le lor..
megacode is of cos e most difficult and interesting and fun station la....but yesterday really stressed up...during practice made a lot of mistakes...hmmm...in e end at night sleep oso keep thinking of all e three algorithms..plus what drugs to give and what dose...and oso how to lead e team and organise who to do wat...then today practised...phew...still ok...cos i am e last to practise and to test...so observe my grp members a lot...haha...learnt a lot from their mistakes and strengths la...yeah...in e end pass in e first attempt...whoa...at first so scared lor...scared i forgot e drug and dosage...and what to give first...megecode is really testing everything...ur communication, leadership, teamwork, e-drugs, defib, airway mgt, cpr, all e algorithms...haix...
nevertheless...glad tt it is over now...haha...finally can hav a good night sleep...yeah..and finally i passed and get e LSCN cert le..haha...what a great start for my holidays..haha
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Monday, August 27, 2007
game from wanyi blog
From wanyi's blog de...i suddenly saw my name...haha...out of respect...i will do...lolx...but no worries...i will ignore e last sentence of e 'instruction'...but if anione wanna do...go ahead...haha
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.
1. i like to eat la...tt's my fave habit...and my appetite is......hmmm....huge????...or enormous?????
2. i like to watch shows...variety or series...especially wqyl or anything anyshow with my fave idol...
3. then i like to sing lor...a lot...not many noe this ba...haha...
4. extremely trustful...but once deceived or betrayed...forget it...i will NEVER trust tt person fully again
5. super duper sway person...always bump at stupid things...or bump into ppl.. (one most unforgetful incident is bumping onto e rear mirror of a bus..then e conductor had to come down to readjust)
6. never bully others....haha
7. actually i am fat...really
8. ultra blur when crossing roads...so pls..hold my hands if u c me crossing road...
9. i am in love now... :)
10. who is he????????...
(tata...shuai shuai JR)
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k-ing and lscn
whoa...the most feared exam is finally over...4 papers 9 books...so difficult to study actually...but this time round had quite fun studying....cos most of e time studied with sim wes aka sicko...haha...aniwae...after e last paper last thurs...me wes stif reg and joanne went to sing...yeah...love singing...and we were at e k there from 3pm to 12am...whoa...9 hours k man....sing until our voices all gone le lor...haha...after tt left me wes and joanne...went for dim sum supper...and a big walk round singapore river...at first stayed out so late is becos i dun wan to cab home back alone...really scary man...in e end...i cab back alone still...at 4am...cos there is really nothing much to do le...in e end e surcharge so ex la...dotx...aniwae...today went for e first session of e lscn course...8am reach sch le...so tired...then had a boring day of lectures until 2pm...really sian...haix...dunno can pass this whole course or not..really difficult lehx...aniwae...still got 2 more days to go on thurs anad fri...me alone...sobs...sokleng is tmr and wed...dotx...so left me...
aniwae...she is gg for her overseas attachment at australia on thurs le...cool....I ALSO WANNA GO!!!!!!...haha...if not for some stupid constraints...i can go oso...leaving on our own for 1 month really sounds cool lor...haha...ok..enough of daydream...work hard be...to me...still got 'exam'...sianx!!
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Monday, August 13, 2007
不能说的秘密
《不能说的秘密》。。。真好看Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight marks one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty keys
原来秘密就在这里。。。
（觉得自己太笨了，在看的时候根本抓不到电影中的玄机。）
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Saturday, August 11, 2007
last day of sch
Today marks our last official day in sch...excluding exams la...time really flies so fast...haix...no longer can enjoy days spent in sch attending lec or tut le...thought of this is quite saddening...had a photo taking session today with classmates...ok...i havent receive most photos yet...haha...so photos shown here are limited....lolx...jux now was studying in mac with sim wes until like 1115 when i realised tt i had 7 miss calls...lolx...my mum finding me like hell...then when i finally reached home at 1230..everyone was fast asleep...nobody cares if i am home actually anyway..then why call me jux to get me back???...funny sia...make me walk home alone in e dark from bb station...tiring...i could hav jux stay at mac to study lor...now tt i am home...i did nothing bout study yet...i am jux surfing around aimlessly...sian sia...
this is e view of my messy table in my room...haha...some of it belongs to my sis...but mostly is mine...my stuff from sydney havent been touch yet...2 months already and i havent clear them...then my oso my new clothings...still lying there...not forgetting my books plus e bunch of electronic items in e middle...haha...messy ba...lolx...i am a messy person...haha...tink e earliest time to clear all this is 2 weeks later...lolx
ok..intended to upload some pics taken in sch recently...but but but...no mood to do so la...hmm...received a news from my mum this morning tt one of my 'distal' relative (my mum's aunt's daughter) was riding bicycle when she met with a accident...i dunno is jux fell or wad...but is severe head injury i tink...then went for op to evacuate blood clot..and now...currently unconscious...haix...though i dunno her at all..but still quite depressing to hear this...my mum ask me how serious was it???...i replied i dunno...though i think it is a serious matter...i dunno...life becomes so fragile in a moment...one moment we may be laughing and joking...but what will happen in e next moment???...i dun wan to think depressively here...but i dunno why this kind of depressive feelings seem deeply embedded in me...then i cant help feeling sad out of no reason from time to time...nothing is certain in this world...life is not...friends are not...everything can change in a second...so what can we get hold of exactly??
i am trying hard to be more careful on roads...after a few close encounters with reckless drivers...guess wad...i almost kanna by a taxi again jux now...so how???...i am already paying a lot of attention le...haixx...so really not my fault le...sometimes..i am really jux thinking..thinking what will exactly happen if i really so suay get knocked down one day???...asked my mum this b4...well..of cos she thinks i am speaking nonsence...but i am really not joking lor...who knows what will exactly happen e next moment???...
haixxx...perhapz i should jux get over from this depressive mood and get on with my studying...well...i tink i am exaggerating a little bout e accident part..but e point i mean is...e fear of being hit at tt moment...is strong...ok..u will not know it unless experiencing it...of cos...pls...dun experience it...ha...
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Saturday, August 04, 2007
everything coming to an end..soon
whoa...think i havent update for very very long le...haha...too busy with projects le...so many slides to edit...sianx.....finally last one ending at e last day of sch...and exams gonna start soon too....study....is e main thing of our lives now at e moment...cos its e last exam tt we are gg to hav...so no one will want to be left behind or come back for sup paper...so mux really chiong now le...even me...whom nvr study till e exam wk one...has already started revising le...haha...i dunno lehx...suddenly so hardworking out of e blue...mainly because i had missed too much lesson this time round le ba...yup...i cant really catch up much actually...so really had to study a lot of things in advance...especially e lab skills all tt...i had missed most of e impt skills to be tested...lolx..but luckily e test is over...haix...sch is coming to an end next wk...is e last wk le...so fast...e 3 yrs study pass so fast...next sem we will be out in clinicals...i dunno why...sometimes i yearn to go clinical...but sometimes i fear of it oso...haix...yr 3 is different from yr 1 or 2 le..i bet this clinical posting is gonna be a stressful one...(yup...not to mention tt i am posted to SAH...where is it?????...east of spore when i am in e west...)...but nevertheless...i am gg to enjoy e 5 week break which i am gg to hav b4 e clinical start..haha
ok..back to e topic..sch gonna end..actually i am quite sad la...even sadder than when i was gg to leave sec sch..i cant bear to leave e class...plus cca oso...i will miss my yang qin de...sobs..and i will definitely miss studying...cos i like studying actually...but e main fear of leaving is because...leaving marks not an end but a start...and sad to say tt starting is always difficult...esp if i do not hav any clear goals at e moment....sadly...i dun exactly noe what i wan when i graduate...this prob always persist...since e start of yr 1...i already noe i had chosen a wrong course...not tt i hate it...is tt i dun tink i am suitable for it...but i continued with it...because this is wad i chose...but now...i dun think this prob can be avoided anymore...what am i exactly gg to do????...it is a big ?
hmm...i shall not embark on this troubling prob anymore le...haha...mux go back to my editing of slides le...haix...a lot of things not done yet...lolx...and my sydney trip up till now still havent update finish yet...perhaps i will not post so much le...(as in day by day)..hmmm...think i will update after exam ba..haha...wierd though...updating a trip tt had passed 2 months ago...lolx
jux a note..hmm.. i feel tt i am blabbering too much nowadays...haha...i dunno why lehx...jux feel like talking all e time...but not because i am extremely happy or wad..hmm...e more i feel sad...e more i wan to avoid something..then e more i will behave differently ba...or e more i will talk ba...i dunno..everytime i return from sch with a thinking tt...what exactly am i doing???..why exactly am i talking rubbish???...pardon me...i am getting depressive once over again...
well...jux ignore me and my words ba ppl...
20:55
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