Saturday, March 29, 2008
work postponed
Just when i was rambling away on how fast is it to starting work...just when i was complaining how much i didnt want to start work...just when i thought i will be busy and tired all over again...a sad (happy) news came...it turns out tt i could not start work at april 7th after all...WHY WHY WHY????...
it is quite stupid actually..on 27th when i went for e medical check up...it turned out tt something is wrong about my urine results...e next day..went to polyclinic...to get a more detailed checkup...it turns out e same again...and e stupid polyclinic doctor referred me back to nuh specialist clinic...(well...e reason tt i went to polyclinic is becos it is cheaper than nuh wad..then end up i need to go back nuh again)...so hav to wait for appt date etc...and i could not submit my medical report (to confirm tt i am well) to e staff clinic...hmmmm...so after discussion with e hr ppl...they decided tt maybe i should start work on may 5th instead...
So..meaning i have one more month of break...should i be happy??...maybe i should...cos i can go to mayday concert now..
BUT..shouldnt i feel a bit worried now???...having protein in urine could mean underlying kidney probs...hmm...but honestly i feel not worried at all...i keep having e thinking tt i am well de lor...my mum is worried...she say i should go to temple to pray le...lol...i dunno wat to say...cos i am so well now...aniwae...all this guessing should stop...haha...until i went to see e specialist first...
I am quite 100% sure tt i have no prob lo...but well...i guess need to wait for it to be confirmed in black and white...so meanwhile...i shall slack again...and countdown to mayday concert...whoa...
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Thursday, March 27, 2008
taipei day 4
Continued from day 3 of e taipei trip...haix..hopefully i can finish this whole thing by next wk...ya...i am taking my own sweet time..and i am cutting down on e photos upload...lol...cos actually...when time passes..e 'feel' to write is no longer as strong le...but nonetheless...i will finish e thing eventually...i think...lol...nowadays...i am more keen to post more in chinese...more keen to talk bout things i feel personally..especially in a way in which i nvr say e thing out actually..hmmm..so what do i mean exactly...haha...ok la..simply saying...i just find to explore more...do more in depth thinking..and play more with chinese words...to make sure tt my chinese does not go rusty...to make sure tt e effort tt i put in during sec sch higher chinese classes does not go into a waste...ok...enough of rubbish...to e trip in detail..Day four...is a monday...weather...is cold...cos is raining...went for e yucky breakfast again...no choice...dun waste...set off to 忠孝敦化站...as it is monday and early..yup..mrt condition same as spore...squeezy...a lot of ppl...aniwae...on our way...was hoping e rain will stop..haix...cos we are intending to go to leofoo village..六福村主题乐园...but sadly..e whole day is drizzling..on and off luckily...aniwae...took a bus 台联客运 near e mrt there...and off we go to leofoo...located at 新竹...yup..away from 台北...bus journey is approximately 80plus minutes..slept throughout...
Upon reaching...still raining...and e weather is just...COLD..i dun wan to move around at all...just sit there..trembling...u see i am only wearing a puma jacket..(yeah..e one which i wear in lec...)...luckily got hat glove and scarf...if not i will freeze...i dunno wat is e temp...but there is literally smoke coming out from us when we speak..so...can imagine ba....
(1. yup..is damm ex to go here..haix...about NT 1000 per person le lor...including e bus fare la..
but if just come here walk walk really not so worth it to me...unless u really try every game here...
2. i need e gloves plus heat pack...haha..to keep myself warm...
3. its a monday..other than some students who are here for excursion..not much tourists at all..so dun need q for anything oso)
(1. perhaps e interesting thing here is this 'zoo'...
2. so called 'wildlife'..u need to sit on e tour bus in order to see certain animals...like e lion, baboon, bear..cos they are pratically free to walk around in e area...haha..but i prefer to walk in there lehx...lol
3. goats or lambs or dunno what u called tt are cute here...see got one pic of e nose and mouth only..haha...cos it thought i was gg to feed it...lol...连动物都要耍的我)
(1. most beautiful thing about this place..
2. enter a world of fairytale...castle of aladdin...beautifully built to me e castle...喜欢这种童话又梦幻的感觉
3. dun forget e last thing...旋转木马...i rode on it twice somemore...but it is not at all fun to me la..我比较喜欢刺激的玩意儿)
(last thing about e leofoo village:
1. all other rides actually not fun at all..just try this..screaming condor aka 笑傲飞鹰
2. it is damm fast..just took off without u realising..unlike roller coaster with a slow start..
3. it really sends u up to e air...letting u drop down literally...
4. e ride takes bout less than 30 sec
5. it cost me my voice (screaming away), gets me a little dizzy...and $80+ (my nike shoes gone)
6. but i just love this ride...
7. lastly..i rode on this alone...because of one sentence my mum said: 你不可能敢自己一个人坐的）
Ok...actually..we combed this whole place fast..though it is huge...but nothing much to see and mostly is just space..空间大罢了...so left here early...went back to taipei...next stop..剑谭站..heading for 士林夜市...yup..because is monday...not much ppl today...managed to eat e chicken finally..is NT 50 for such a big piece lor....haha...but i preferred spore one..cos is spicier...shopped for a while only..cos e place is too big for me to finish...plus is hard cos my mum is always complaining..haix...if i am alone in this tour...i sure will comb e whole place down b4 leaving lor...here is really a good place to shop in...though things are slightly pricier than wu fen pu...but still can find things here..
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Monday, March 24, 2008
dream
一睁开眼，就立刻开电脑，想把刚才梦到的一切记录下来（我知道，起的有点晚啦）。很少会把梦记得那么清楚，也很少感觉到梦是那么的真实。
印象最深刻的一幕，有个人，是男的吧，从后面紧紧地抱着一个女生。
看不到两个人的脸。不过靠感觉，那女的似乎是我。因为当时我真的能感觉到有人抱着我的感觉，好温暖，好真实。
奇妙的是，我竟然知道这一切只是个梦。所以不论当时我有多么享受被抱着，被呵护着的感觉，却还是拼命对自己说：“快起来。这只是梦！”
就这样，我硬生生地把自己从梦境拉回现实中。
醒来时，感觉还是特别强烈。所以才想把这一切写下来。
其实，梦，应该是潜意识里的写照吧。
虽然说我能感觉到梦里被抱着的感觉，不过在梦里，那两个人是看不到脸的。
这也表示，我不是梦里的她。
读到这，大家应该有点迷惑吧。不稀奇，因为梦里的前半段内容我没写出来。有些事自己知道就可以了。
我想，这个梦，不外乎是想告诉我，该放弃了，别再多想。
所以我说梦是反应着潜意识里的想法。
只不过现实中的自己不想承认，所以就由梦境让自己在现实中清醒。
深奥吗？不会，我反而觉得很奇妙。
从梦里，我似乎得知了两个人的故事，间接从这个故事告诉我别在抱任何不实际的希望。
我明白了。
好了，说了那么多，还是没把梦里内容的核心说出来。看了应该也觉得莫名其妙吧。
利用文字带着大家绕圈圈，真抱歉。
（PS：这个梦其实很单纯，大家别想太多。因为这只是个梦）
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Sunday, March 23, 2008
survey again..
在网上找到的‘问卷’，突然之间很有兴致想做。因为是华文问题，所以这一篇我都会以华文写。好啦，有点废话。开始吧。（这一篇没啥意义，读到这其实就可以了，不必花费眼力或时间在读下去，当然除非你也想做吧，或者你对我的回答有兴趣，想多了解我。哈哈。超自恋的我。没办法）你现在正在听谁的歌: 这一秒在聆听大自然的声音，上一秒在听五月天的拥抱
你在哪里工作（读书）：目前‘无业流民’，下个月即将开工在国大医院， 不过最想在大学继续读书
你最后吃的一样东西是什么：巧克力
现在天气如何：不知道有没有下雨，不过雷声倒是很多有很响（哈，太懒惰往外看）
戴隐形眼睛吗：没有（有眼镜不过也不戴）
你的身高：166 到 168 之间 （每次量都不同）
上一次吹蜡烛的数目：两大枝（或二十个小的）
你通常吹熄这些蜡烛的日期：一月十四（加减一个星期）
喝过酒吗：当然
暗恋过几个人：哈，严格来说就一两个吧，乱七八糟的数不清（没有啦，开玩笑的）
你喜欢你目前的生活吗：没感觉，不讨厌，不过还没梦想的日子怎么可能会喜欢
你们家养过什么：我爸妈养过我和我妹，我养过蚂蚁蚊子小强之类的
星座：摩羯座
兄弟姐妹和他们的年龄：小妹18岁
会因为害羞而不敢跟人表白吗：废话
有几个耳洞：三个，理想为五个（理想总是跟现实有差，因为怕又在挨骂）
你有纹身吗：同样的，想要却没有，不过不是因为怕被骂，而是怕痛
不敢吃的东西：多的数不清（不是挑食）
最喜欢喝什么：柠檬茶
最喜欢的数字：9，看我的手机号码就知道了
喜欢看的哪一种电影类型：有意义，好笑，感人，高潮崛起的（哈，其实只要不让我睡着的都喜欢）
最喜欢的卡通人物和品牌：可爱的都喜欢（凯蒂，米奇，维尼。。。）有名的品牌都喜欢，哈哈，没有啦，蛮喜欢 burberry 的
最喜欢春夏秋冬哪个季节：冬，因为新加坡没有。人嘛，总是妄想得到不太可能的人事物
最喜欢吃的是什么东西：哈哈，稍微认识我的人都知道，就鸡肉嘛。不过，只要是好吃的食物我都喜欢
喜欢的冰淇淋种类：草莓，巧克力（难以抉择）
最怀念的日子：小学时期，因为每天都在玩，没有压力。就算考试也一样，所以考出有史以来最烂的成绩。不过，主要还是因为觉得小学时候比较勇敢，想说什么就说什么，不像现在，老是欲言又止，就算说了也是客套话。有时候觉得身边的人假得让人受不了（包括自己在内）。所以怀念当时的自己，没有面具。长大后似乎被洗脑了，没有真心可言，自保比较重要吧。无奈。。
最伤心的经验：长大成人（如同以上所说的）
最喜欢星期几：星期三，因为代表周末快到了（有期待的日子比较开心）
喜欢的花：玫瑰（粉红或香槟色）因为玫瑰很美，也很好动。哈哈
喜欢的运动：比较喜欢脑部运动，四肢不动
最怕什么东西：最怕黑，全黑的黑。停电的时候体验过，什么都看不到很可怕，会哭
如果有来世：让我在10岁以前死掉，以保存小孩的纯真（哈哈，没有啦，这样说太煽情，如果有来世，就让我出生在超有钱的家吧）
讨厌做的事: 向现实妥协，照规矩办事，过没有自我的日子。明明不爽还得笑脸迎人。假！
擅长的事：做梦，有梦才能活着
卧室地毯的颜色：没有地毯，只有砖块，有点发黄的颜色
最想做什么职业：阔太太，什么都不做（没有啦，护士本来是第一理想，不过实际情况还得等开工以后才知道）
你们家住几楼：三楼
觉得自己十年后会在哪里：环游世界-ing
无聊的时候你大多会做些什么：听歌，唱歌，乱跳一番
你住的最远距离的一个朋友是谁：不知道耶
对于没有把握的事情态度如何：先问他人意见，不过还是得做，不过暗中祈祷不会出事
有想过要怎么对付你讨厌的人吗：给他/她一巴掌，真的
你的另一半帮你付钱是理所当然的吗：拜托，现在是男女平等吧
如果有人误会你 ,你怎么办: 以前会大声反击，现在应该会默默忍受吧，现在的我超没用
目前有男(女)朋友吗：没有
觉得同性恋如何呢：没怎样，各有各的喜好
觉得自己的长相如何：一般，不起眼
世界上最好的事：能真心笑着过日子
见过让你觉得最呕的人: 不想讲
现在心里最想见的人是谁：偶像！！哈哈
想要几岁结婚：25以前，不过好像不可能
今天心情好吗：还不错吧，目前还没发过脾气，而且今天还自high，唱了很多歌
想过自杀吗: 老实说，有。不过通常想想就会想通了，还觉得自己很笨
通常几点上床睡觉：两点吧（因为再迟会被骂）
现在几点: 目前已0300 (马上穿帮）
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taipei day 3
(one thing gd bout their train is e dark blue seat available called 博爱座...
(蛋包饭，鳕鱼和类似麦当劳的咖喱
(纽约纽约购物中心，华纳威秀电影城
SOGO is at e previous stop,not here)
main thing here is this 新光三越(信义店), got a total like 4 buildings (A4,A8,A9,A11) in this area..each at least like 10 over stories high...whoa...wonder who can shopped finish in one single day...just imagine 10 taka in singapore...haix...oops..i am not being biased...but shopping centres in spore is really nothing compared to this le...
And of cos...e building not to be missed...taipei 101....can see this building from very very vey far away le...十分壮观...but sadly..i didnt went up to e observatory area la...too ex in my opinion..NT 400 to get up to 89th storey...shops here i didnt really shop also...mostly those designers' brand...something like spore paragon...
Next stop: 后山埤站
Main attraction here is of course 五分铺...where u can find wholesaler clothes...really nvr regret coming here..things here are sooooo cheap lor...a tshirt for like less than $5...bought some clothes here (my sis bought more though)....sad thing is strictly no trying la...nonetheless...really nice shopping here...can see what is 'in' for e season here lor...(clothes here are sold to places like shilin and xmd)...but sometimes their clothes not very suitable for spore...there wear is ok..cos most ppl are dressed like tt...but when u wear in spore...can look a bit ah lian ba...where u get every ppl staring at u...something like boots are so common in taipei but u rarely see one in spore...
Dinner at e 胡须张鲁肉饭 seen at e pic there...we a bit funny la...actually intended to go to 饶河夜市 for dinner de..but we just cant find our way there...then also lazy to ask plus walk ba...so just aniwae find a place to eat...taste not bad :)
(still dunno why we cant find e night market..is supposedly just behind e 松山火车站 (in above pic)..and 五分铺 is like in front of e 火车站.. so really like no sense tt i cant find it..**angry**
Aniwae..last stop: 忠孝敦化站..
main point of coming here is for e bookstore...eslite bookstore (诚品书店)...is actually like kino like tt...but is open 24 hours...a lot of books...my fave place...haha...especially books here are like so cheap compared to spore...can get a book here at less than 18 bucks when u need 26 bucks at spore...of cos...did not go back empty handed...bought an idol book..haha...typical me...but cant blame me...a lot of books here are in chinese...or rather...traditional chinese...reading simplified chinese can send me to dreamland la...so...ermm..ya lor..haha
(so can imagine how hard for me in taipei...every word is in traditional chinese...even e maps...see until i headache...luckily i still can understand la...cos everytime see lyrics also in 繁体 form...so not so bad...)
aniwae...after tt..head back to xmd...of cos my mum is too exhausted to shop animore...so we just went back lor...bought 传奇珍珠奶茶 and KFC b4 heading back to e hotel...haha...yup...my fave food (drink) for e whole of taipei trip is e milk tea here..really really really nice...being a milk tea fan...i can guarantee tt this is e nicest milk tea i had ever drank...奶茶味真的很浓很香...haix...now thinking of it 让我超想奔去台北再喝一杯...不过不可能，也只能望梅止渴了...
(BTW..is NT 35 for such a big cup...sobs..missing it)
to be cont...
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
random
english edition:oh gosh...late in e night...i am feeling down again...out of a sudden...silent night...just make e atmosphere so depressing...ok...this is random...i will be ok in a few minutes time...
suddenly...i just dun feel like blogging e taipei trip le...why why why...because i am lazy to edit e photos...i am free and slacking at home...yet i am too lazy to do some things...kill me pls...
lol...real random...
chinese edition:
又到深夜了。宁静的夜晚总是让我感到一种莫名的寂寞与忧伤，好像全世界的人都抛弃了我，把我遗漏在这个恐怖的世界。其实并不是这样的，只是大家都早已进入梦乡，而我却选择保持清醒。因为黑夜里，头脑，灵魂，心境，似乎比白天还要灵活，还要清醒。所以，深夜时，是反省或作决定的好时刻。
离开工的时间越来越近，我的心情也不知觉的沉重起来。好像似乎离梦想更近（更远）了。不明白，没关系，因为我自己也搞不清楚。
就让我再偷懒一下吧，反正没过多久又要进入备战状态了。就让我再任性一下吧，不然踏入社会的我恐怕无法再做回自己。就让我尽情地大笑一下吧，因为也许以后我的人生会被泪水淹没。
以上纯属本人的凭空想象，无须紧张。
不过。。。
套一句阿信最近在部落格里的话，我真的真的。。
不想长大
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
2nd day
2nd day: guided one day tour...gathered at hotel lobby at 8am...not very early la...and i had a bad breakfast at e hotel...hotel breakfast are normally quite delicious to me...but not this time round...so end up i ate plain bread...sian-ed...
building on e left is e 2nd tallest building in taiwan apart from 101)
Next stop is to martyr's shrine...忠烈祠...as suggested by e name..is a place to 供奉历年忠勇牺牲的烈士...and also those doctors and nurses who are sacrificed during SARS....(this is really cool to me...)
and of cos...e most impt thing to mention is e changing of guards' duty here...they have a hourly changing ceremony...guards on duty will have to stand there for an hour...strictly no moving or what...imagine when heavy rain or bright sun...cool man...wont get to see this in spore ba...and their marching really cool too...
after tt...think we went to some place to buy some 台湾特产...like 凤梨酥...and also went to 毛公主之家...one of e 原住民 of taiwan...details i wont go into here la...but mostly they are trying to sell us 灵芝 etc...which is damm ex la...aniwae...next stop we went to 九份...a very nice place...we also bought some food there like 太阳饼...ate lunch there too...鲁肉饭，醉鸡，鱼丸汤...very nice...haha...and e chicken is icy cold de...first time try but very nice...walk around at e 九份老街there....a lot of 臭豆腐 lor...cant stand e smell...also ate e famous desert there...芋园...
after this..went downhill again...a 50 mins bus ride...slept all e way...lol...next stop is national palace museum 故宫博物馆...supposedly my fave place of e day...dunno why had an interest in old old antiques...somemore from e palace...nice place...but pics of only e outside of e museum...no pics are allowed in e museum...aniwae...tt day a lot of ppl there lor...want to see slowly also difficult...kept on getting push by other rude tourists...irritated...
next...went for hotspring...泡温泉...got a strong sulphur smell la...in e end only i went inside e spring...haha...my mum and sis dun wanna try...good thing i tried...is so warm and nice...cos is a cold day of 14 degree only...haha...
Last stop of e day is 士林夜市...had a big quarrel with my mum...cos i wanna stay there longer...but she dun wan...she wan to go back with e tour bus...lol...in e end...i lose la...cos i end i tink i am in e wrong too..cos is saturday night...really a lot of ppl there...q for food also must wait long long...sian-ed...so in e end only ate some things then go back with e bus le...
ok...tt's e end of my 2nd day at taipei...shall post other days tonight or tmr ba...haha...
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1st day of taipei trip
Yoz i am back!!!...haha...actually back on 12th already around 1230...but i am just too tired to go online...haha...so wait until now lor...enjoyed my trip thoroughly...haha...e weather is just great....cold...but tolerable...and not as e weather forecast predicted...most days were bright and sunny....and cooling too...haha...yup..i am gg to blog about e whole of e 6d5n trip...
(even e toilet is soooo big...lol)
Was not feeling too well on plane...experiencing turbulences like almost every minute...e flight is shaky throughout lor...aniwae...reached taoyuan international airport was like 5 plus le lor...just e waiting time to clear customs and to claim baggage was like an hour..so when finally go out of e airport is 6 plus...e tour guide was already there waiting for us...haha...havent got time to explore e airport and off we go on e car to head for our hotels...car ride was an hour...due to jam...from taoyuan to taipei city is quite a long way though...on e way...we were asking e tour guide questions and staff...and he also kindly explained to us everything...as well as where to go for our free and easy...he is a nice guide :)
So reached taipei city finally...haha...e weather is cold 16 degree cos it is drizzling...head for ximending as our hotel is just located near there...about 10 mins walk like tt...great location...and e reception staff are friendly...haha...but e room...ermmm...a little small with NO windows la...so u dunno whether what is happening outside at all...sunny or rainy...u will have no idea until u head out...lol...but not a bad place to live in...comfortable and cozy...and e best thing is e great tv...with 110 channels inside...lol...me and my sis will spent time watching tv late in e night cos there are just too many shows to watch...cool....
(water cooler in e room????...)
Anyway...e planner of this trip is me of course...haha...all 6 days itinery drawn up by me...but unfortunately...it is not followed mostly....lol...nvr mind...first night...planned to go to miramar 美丽华百乐园 actually...for e ferris wheel and shopping la...but...decided to forgo tt...cos we want to explore 西门町 first...which is soooo big lor...walk around xmd...so many 小巷子...walk until lost somemore...turn here turn there...luckily in e end still can find our way back to e hotel...haha...bad night...cos is raining and cold...with me wearing only a thin jacket...shivering...then finally..we found a shop...阿宗面线...yeah...so cool lor...bought and ate there..e thing is..u hav to stand and eat...cos there is no tables or chairs...so u hav to stand...but of cos wont feel wierd la..cos everyone is standing there...lol...冷冷的天气，配上热腾腾的面线，真是爽！
(dinner was cheap...NT40 for e mee sua...and NT 20 for e strawberry milk :)
what is ex is e donuts...haha...which my mum loved...lol)
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Thursday, March 06, 2008
flying off soon
Yoz...less than 24 hours b4 i am flying off to taiwan...yeah!!!!..excited....and worried at e same time...cos...e weather forecast is dampening my spirits...out of e 6 days trip...everyday is written showers expected...lol...i hope e forecast is not reliable....haha...okok...nothing much to update now oso...i have spoken more than enough for e previous post...lol...I will be back soon.... :)
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Wednesday, March 05, 2008
mayday
(whoa...i saw my red phone...haha)
(ashin in a midst of... 陷害-ing)
(poor guan you singing alone...)
(well..this pic is not exactly nice...jux tt dun u find masa is like in e poster??)
(poor masa...look so bored...he 'looked' more bonded to e poster than to e real life)
(tt's my opinion for e night..lol)
(poor guan you..singing alone...again)
(my most satisfied pic of e night..when they pose for us)
(also my most hated for e night...my camera suddenly fake death on me...so i only managed to took one pic)
(getting all ready to sign...)
00:38
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