Sunday, February 21, 2010
poly gathering
Yes! Finally finished my assignment for next tues...it was such a relief to finish it...if not every night i will think about it..hope it will be ok...aniwae..this week had been a hectic week...chinese new year just passed in a blink...did not really enjoy all the visiting...especially at my father's side...but never mind la..one year once...but i enjoyed visiting my grandmother (father's side)..i think she had aged a lot..which i felt very sad...she used to visit us...but now cannot le cos she is wheelchair bound...and i am guilty that we only visit her like once a year...perhaps i should suggest to my mother to visit her more times..and i was really happy that she recognises me..haha...still call me xiao shi hui...
work had been ok...zhen had finally tendered...but it was a difficult one...i do not understand why actually...if one had decided to leave..shouldnt us just wish her all the best...instead of making things difficult for her...haix...and now everyone is thinking i am leaving soon also (which may be true)...and i promised sister to think carefully of what i really want...well..i sorta had a rough idea in my mind..and sadly to say...i do not see nursing inside my plans...and worse thing..i dunno how to say that to her...this makes all difficult..i dun want to cry in front of her everytime talking about this topic...cos i feel miserable to find ways just to cover up the face that i may really leave soon...but i do not want to say it so bluntly too...haix...next talk with her will be like early march which i promised...omg...stressful...leaving is supposed to be a start but not an ending...but..haix...i guess i am just too cowardly to say out loud...
aniwae...played overnight mahjong with zhen daphne and emily over at zhen's house...haha...we never even finish one round...i think playing blackjack is more enjoying la...because mahjong is long and dragging...and they dun really joke with me too..haha...i enjoyed the times when we played mahjong with steph simwes and reg...and joanne...we joked like nobody's business...tt's very fun...haha...i guess...my colleagues are too tired to talk..lol...basically i am the night bird...but they are not..maybe's that's why
yesterday finally met up with steph who return from brisbane for a month..and also seen clarissa after like graduation which is so long...and of cos reg and sim wes...nice meet up...we ought to meet up often..but can be difficult due to shift work..had dinner...and of cos k after tt..too bad wes cannot join us due to working night shift...sang at woodland's partyworld...we talked about a lot of things...reg is another person who agreed to my leaving like huiwen...haha...i felt reassured by them...which is a nice feeling la...steph is leaving on sun...i think we are gg to send her off...i will definitely miss her again...dunno when else can see her le...unless we visit her in aust??..haha...
haix..tmr is work day again..feeling sucks...everytime need to groan and grumble then drag to work..what kind of life i am having...and somemore got lscn course next week...wtf...think also headache le...sometimes...i just wished to drop everything and run away...haix...although escaping is not a solution, but it can be a wise choice as well...
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