Thursday, April 26, 2007
i am not emo
Yoz...jux a short update here...i had totally RECOVERED from my super bad mood le...haha...tt day jux suddenly feel upset la...maybe becos of some stupid incident tt happen in e bus..then spoil my whole mood...then plus so many projects etc..then very frustrated lor..but right now i am very de ok and fine plus happy le...Found a new food i like today...at AMK hub...tink is dunno wad miao kou taiwan street snacks..e chicken chop or wadever so nice!!!!!!...every person i let them taste they oso say nice...ahhh...1st time eating a food got a so xing4 fu2 feeling...whooo...i am gg back to eat again i promise....haha...so nice...
then so many funny things happen today..ahhh so fun and happy...whoa...i wanna keep this happy feeling!!!...and nope..i nvr bully stif lor..and i dun hav da xiao jie temper lor...hahahaha...
(PS..i lost my lecture book today at eplaza....hope e finder can like return to me..cos i dun wan waste $$$ to buy...ahhh...)
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Foul foul mood
Today is definitely a bad day for me...i think my mood had not been so bad for many months already lor....i dunno what is the cause...maybe i jux dun feel like doing anything today ba...dun feel like talking..eating...joking...watever i like to do i jux dun feel like doing any of them today...BAD day isnt it?????...i dunno how am i gg to stay in sch until 2130 today...without being moody or frustrated at everything....ahhhh!!!...hoope this bad feeling will go away by me listening to music...eg for now...I dun like the 'me' now...even i feel hungry physically...i dun feel any urge to eat...Even i like to joke and talk as usual...my mouth jux dun feel like opening...even i feel like laughing...i jux control my stupid face muscle...Oh god...terrible throbbing headache...WHYWHYWHY????...
Reallly...hop tmr will be better....
13:14
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Saturday, April 21, 2007
200pounds beauty
Today as usual lor...went co practice in e morning...bad morning for me...sobs...felt tt my yang qin skills are degrading..maybe it isnt good in e beginning after all...haix...i REALLY got put in effort to play loud lor...i oso dunno why still cant make it...sianx...i thought i got improve at least a little in terms of volume ba...but seems not lehx...really sianx lehx...argh!!!!!!!!...i will practise HARD in tues sectionals...mayb i can play louder after i get a hand transplant from a strong man....hahahahahhaha
Then after prac go causeway 4 movie lor...200 pounds beauty...haha...nice long show...worth my $8.50...e main lead is pretty...has a good voice...songs are very nice...plot is touching especially towards e end...tears crowded my eyes...so in total quite a good movie..at least e plot is catchy since e beginning...but one thing i dun agree with this show is their opinion on comestic surgery...ok la..in MY opinion...they make it like as if comestic surgery is an essential choice for ugly and fat ppl...(like me..haha)...like e main lead...ugly but sings well...so she can only be a lip sync vocalist for a superstar..then once she becomes pretty...then she can be a singer...then attract e attention of all ppl...but luckily e story in e end got turn e story around la...she still find back her old self...and is not afraid to show ppl her past...etc...if not huh...really misleading movie lor...
comestic surgery is very common nowadays la....but seriously speaking..it is invented for those who are disfigured or wad lor...eg from burns...but now ppl use it as a tool to get prettier to gain more confidence...i mean confidence come from inside not outside lor...u may be present looking but if u got no talent then how u get e confidence to stand in front of so many ppl..unless u jux want to be a display vase la...lolx...ok..i do strongly agree tt good looks got a lot of advantages la..but it is not everything lor..well...jux compare e difference:..a person like u because u are pretty vs a person like u because of u and ur character etc...ok..i am crapping too much again here...haha...remember got one time yes933 oso got ask this qns b4...for or against comestic surgery??...in peifen's show tink 1-2 yrs ago????..then i got sms in oso..haha...then she oso agree with me...lolx...i think i said something like...if everyone becomes pretty due to surgery...then no one is considered really pretty anymore...everyone is e 'same' already wad...mux always hav e bad to make e good stand out isnt it???????
ok...enough of tt...went for dinner with family jux now..ate e usual things lor...i am too picky to try any new food..haha...but i can take spicy food more now...yeah...spicy food really taste great!!!...then tok tok tok...then hor..my dad say he will pay e full sum for e aust trip lor..ok..if i get to go la...hahahahhaa...at first still hav to bother my mum to help me pay half...now dun need le...whooo....i am sponsered!!!!..then i oso dun need save up $$ le...can use e money i saved to do something to my hair le...hahahahahaha...
(taken on bus 963 today after xuehui alighted..
ok..i admit..my smile looks wierd..and i look fat...lolx)
21:33
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friendster
Yoz...this 1st wk of sch had been such a busy week...so many homework and project...1st time feeling e tension and stress because of sch...ermm..ok la..excluding exams though...i noe i should be sleeping early today...tmr still mux wake up early...ahh...i dun wan to be late again...but i jux cant kick e bad habit of gg online till late night...haha...ok...enough of craps...jux to update here tt i finally had (or rather update) my friendster account...lolx...really...i had been a member since mar 2004 as stated there...when i logged in today...oh god...i actually forgo tt place for 3 years...then i went back again..lolx...wad am i thinking...??..ok...mayb i am too tired today...
share one quote from lecture today...life is lived forward..but understood backward...well...it does make a lot of sense la..but i prefer this quote better: the past is always better...cos it had already passed...
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
doubts
Actually i hav nothing to update though...jux drop by to say some words...plainly words...Haix..my life is filled with doubts now...and severly tangled knots...i am doubtful if i can undo them...maybe my limits are reaching soon....a break from everything may help....but i bet no one ever had a break from worries or anything...
NO WORRIES!!!...I WILL BE FINE!!!!!
15:25
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Thursday, April 05, 2007
obs posting
Today marks e ending of my obs posting at nuh...i must say this is a posting which i truely enjoy and like...although it was only a short posting of 4 days...but i really enjoy it very much!!!!...haha...be it at e ward...nursery or at e delivery suite...1st day posting was just a introduction and orientation to e ward...nothing much in particular...
2nd day i was posted to e delivery suite with another student from grp 41...heard from e morning students posted there tt they didnt see any normal delivery in e morning...but they can c one cesar...tt time was so envious...ah...cos they only allow 2 students at one time...so after tt...me and another student keep praying tt mothers there will give birth soon...haha..i can say only we students are very excited to c a birth..then finally at 1500+ finally got one mother gg to give birth...yeah...so we went in and encourage e mother to push...haha...ok..details i wont write here la...but tt day witness 2 live births...yeah!!!!..not scary to me...but very fun...and it really makes my day to c a new life arriving in this world...
3rd day...posted to e ward...do normal things lor...para and admission...lots of admission...haha...nothing much..busy but interesting...lucky got aircon..if not so hot...
4th day..which is today and last day..posted to e nursery...previous days i thought will hav few babies only..but this morning went in got a shock..hav like 16 babies...whoa...crowded in e small nursery...then lecturer came in and supervised us bathing...thought it will be quite difficult...but no lehx..haha...one sad thing is e baby keep crying....fierce baby man...then later feed e baby...then he didnt cry anymore..haha...fed lots of babies today...so nice to carry...i love babies...so cute...one point here...got one baby whom i witness e birth...i oso got nurse her today...she was quite cranky though..crying and screaming...pains my heart...so i keep carrying her...for like throughout my shift..carry her on and off...smart gal..once i carry her will stop crying..then will look at me..i mux look at here oso..if not she cry...ahhh..so cute...but then later put her down...cos in e end will spoil her with all e carrying ba..haha...baby must be independent...haha...
Overall nice posting...haha...maybe because i love babies...hmm...i want to go back there...haha...maybe next time i shall find a job to specially take care of babies only..haha...
21:24
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