Saturday, September 30, 2006
my kkh posting
after one whole wk of 'hardness'...e pathetic one wk holx finally arrived...marked e 1st day of my holx..which is today..with a trip to nyp for co practice...then later go to orchard shop shop with some co friends...lolx...didnt buy anything for this trip...but i do spent quite a lot on food...and yeah..one good news...my dad still remembers tt he promised to buy me clothings today..haha..i thought he would deny...lolx...in e end i spent $90 on clothes...yeah...luckily not my money...actually had not been online 4 quite some time...since last monday...due to posting at kkh...really thought this posting will be a fun one..cos my fave hospital ma..then in e end...we got nothing much to do there...like jux passing time there lorx...walk here walk there...talk non-stop...really boring sia...luckily got some interesting patients to keep me company..if not really will bored to death...and time really crawls like tortise there lor...5mins is like 50mins...but protocols at kkh really different from other hospitals..things are done differently too...but one thing good bout there...i can eat nice nice food...lolx...eating is all i like...
nxt wk had to go back to sch 3 days...sighx...mux learn new songs again...stress la...jux hope tt i can master them fast...fast...fast....if not really paiseh lehx...plux i will miss quite a lot of practice due to e upcoming 3 wks posting..so...jia you...gambate...shi hwee!!
shall end here..had too many videos on youtube to watch...gd nitex..
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Friday, September 22, 2006
a moment to remember
actually intended to blog yesterday night...but then i was too tired to type anything then...thus...shall leave it to blog today...yesterday night..i finally finished e movie 'a moment to remember'..ermm or oso known as earser in the head...actually this is quite an old korean movie..tink is screened on 2004..so..i tink i am 2 years late in seeing it...haha...aniwae...is really such a nice movie...wonder why i didnt notice it b4..by e title of e movie...actually we can more or less guess e plot of e story...and like any other korean drama...e cliche story of one losing his/her memory is used in this show too...but this time..is not due to any accident or whatsoever..is due to e female lead having a rare, genetic form of Alzheimer's Disease...something like senile dementia..and she is only 27yrs old...
e story started off with e female lead (su-jin) at a train station..waiting for her boyfriend..who is already married...to 'elope' with her...as expected..tt guy didnt turn up..then e scene proceeded to a 'family mart' store..where su-jin and e male lead (chui-soo) met...and they got married..i shall not go into details of e movie...if not this entry will be very long...after su-jin found out tt she would slowly lose all her memory..memories of her family..friends...herself..and even simple things like getting dressed or gg to toilet..she was devastated...chui-soo soon noe e truth when he realised tt su-jin was getting more and more forgetful..they both met at a place t they used to date...su-jin told e truth herself to chui-soo by telling him tt 'there is an eraser in my head'...
'we meet due to forgetfulness..and we had to part due to forgetfulness'..this is one of e classic lines of su-jin..and of cos..chui-soo did not agree to e divorce...although they still live together..but su-jin is becoming more and more forgetful...including greeting chui-soo by e name of her ex-bf...as su-jin realised it herself tt she is gg to 4get chui-soo soon...she chose to leave...
last scene of e movie is at e 'family mart' store..when chui-soo finally found su-jin..who had now already forgotten everything...as su-jin entered e store..she slowly recalled everything...as everyone in e store are ppl she knew...including her doctor...an old man who brought up chui-soo...her mum sis dad..her mother-in-law...and lastly chui-soo...e show ended off with both of them in a car...and chui-soo saying sarang heyo to su-jin...
throughout e whole movie...especially after e first 60mins...more and more crying scenes emerged...most touching scene is of cos e last scene...normally for shows...e most i will only hav tears filled up in my eyes..but for this..is really crying...in e last scene..there is no beautiful or touching lines...jux a quiet take of all familiar ppl of su-jin and herself..
aniwae this movie is currently available at youtube...and i finally finished what i was gg to write...actually to write out one's feelings is really difficult..emotions attached to this show is actually not as simple as how i put it above..jux tt i jux cant seem to find e right words of what i intended to say..so it may not seem as touching if anyone jux read what i typed...
to end...i shall say tt whether memories are tt impt..is still a 2-sided qn...with intact memories..one may live more fulfilling and be happier...or may live with sadness due to unhappy past...actually everyone of us would definitely hav unhappy moments in us...impt is what we choose to remember...without any memory may be devastating like e movie above..but then seeing it on e other side of e coin..tt person had in turn gained a chance to live anew again....to start living again may be what some of us wanted isnt it???
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Monday, September 18, 2006
'typhoon' day
yesterday..as usual..went to my grandpa's house...at bout 1730 while we were bout to go for dinner...it started raining heavily...whoa...e wind was like..howling so loud...then when we opened e main door...we were like being blown back to the house...haha...in e end..we had to wait 4 another half an hour b4 gg out to eat...in spore...we rarely get to experience such big wind...like a mini typhoon...so cooling...hehe..i love windy days...but not rainy days...lolx..today again went out with my mum...again is go to chinatown...tink i had already went there 3 times since e start of my holx..but then...i still cannot find my way there...unlike my mum..she can like go in and out of e alleys and streets...and noe where she is...but me..i jux follow...lolx..up till now...i still dunno where is where...so i will not go there alone..dun wanna get lost there again...haha...actually at chinatown..i feel tt there are not much place to shop..but there are many places to eat...hahaha...but certainly it look quite attractive now..due to e decorations 4 e lantern festival..but decorations at e orchard rd are...ermmm...e trees really look wierd lorx...plus e addition of so many flowers...lolx....
haix..this holx a little bored..not much things to update...shall end here ba...
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
regretxxx
yesterday...i hav slacked totally at home...haha...supposed to go to co practice one..but then teacher not coming...so again...my lazy personality comes out again...and i didnt go...lolx..i should hav gone..really i should hav lorx..then can self practise then teach juniors wat..haix...really regret it (at bout 2030 yesterday)...but since we cant turn back e time...i can only promise tt i will go for practice nxt time definitely...regardless whether teacher is present or not...haha...aniwae..today will be gg for combined practice...hope i will not be alone...lolx..first thing i woke up this morning at 1000..received an sms...lolx..exam results...i totally 4gotten tt today results will be released...luckily nyp hav a system of sending results via sms..if not...i may still be daydreaming and not checking e results...haha...i will not elaborate on my results...e lousiest of all..again is e attachment....lolx..wonder how others did for attachment...i really wonder...izzit only me who did so badly or wat???....nevertheless...i dun really care bout results...as long as i pass..and dun need to retake..then tt's fine...haha...sounds like i am a little amotivational...but results arent really tt impt ba..especially in nursing course..like what my imh CI told us...it's very difficult to fail nursing...and i really think so lorx..
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
rest rest rest
rest...yeah...finally resting period 4 me starting from now...haha...had finished posting at imh le..had finished co camp le...oso had finished 'outing' trip with my mum le...so currently resting at home now and looking at e com screen...haha..actually intended to watch wei xiao pasta ep9...but is still not uploaded...guess i had to wait till tmr or later...posting is quite fun la...cos is a totally different experience at imh...get to meet a lot of interesting ppl...well..although their mood..behavior and thinking are quite different from normal ppl...its still interesting to talk to them...if only e travel time to there is shorter..then i will definitely consider to work there...haha...ahh..this posting is great in a sense...i love my CI..haix..how come she nvr go to general hospital???...haix...really wish there all CI will be like her...lolx
after attachment on fri...went home then rush out to sch immediately again...sianx..i was like soooo tired...then after tt..reach sch at round 7pm...quickly grab a bite and start orchestra practice...due to e fact tt i long time nvr go practice le...so got some new songs...haix..tt night had to sideread the scores...so these 3 days 2 nights camp...i am always very tired...sleep late...wake up early...my eyes are so sore lorx...luckily is over now...i can finally get a good night sleep...yeah...practice is really important...haix..so mux go practice often...learn new songs...prepare for performance in dec...tink i am gg to be busy busy again...
today..wake up 7am...accompanied mum to dentist in nuh...tt's early man...then her appointment at 8am...at 745am..we still cant board e bus...peak hrs ma...then hav to take cab...haha...after tt went to chinatown...eat dim sum...yeah..love to eat tt...so nice...then travel back to wm..buy jay's cd...but until now havent open it yet..haha...we were shopping in wm 4 my sis birthday present...but then cant find any suitable gift in wm..in e end...got my sis out and we went to courts at bt timah..haha..after 2hours of roaming there..finally got a samsung mp3 player for her..at 299..lolx...even more ex than my ipod...envy lehx..nevertheless..i still love my ipod more...hahahaha...reached home at 5pm plus...i was really damm tired...tmr i am gg to slp till noon...really...
tt's my quick short update...bout my recent life..haha...jux a quick summary...cant possibly type out every single thing tt happen...hehe...so to end...i shall enjoy my 2wks holx to e fullest...b4 e nxt posting at kkh...rest now...bb
ps:actually intended to post this entry yesterday...but connection not working..so post now...
[jux realised tt i actually went to 183club autograph session b4
yeah!!!...and i quite a lot of pics of yurong.... :):) ]
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Friday, September 01, 2006
update on attachment
yoz....long time nvr update le...haha...it seems jux like yesterday tt my exams ended...but now...1 wk of my attachment at woodbridge already passed...aniwae..i guess e only thing i hate bout this attachment is...e long long travel time...jux tink bout it...i only need 20mins to travel to nuh via bus 963...but i need bout 2hours to travel to imh...by bus 852..followed by a 10mins walk to amk mrt there...then bus 88...then walk into e imh....oh pls...i actually spent bout 4hours each day...jux to travel...8hours of work....tt leaves only 12 hours for my own activities...including my precious sleep...lolx...seriously now...i tink i need some sedatives to sleep...haha...no matter how tired i am..i jux cant get to sleep in e night...like yesterday..i guess i only feel asleep at 12am when i had to get up at 5am...(normally i would need 10hours of sleep)...i guess there are simply too much things in my head...my own dreams...things i plan to do...plus what happened in e ward...and what e patients said to me...too much things tt my mind is jux too occupied...haix...but luckily i had a good afternoon nap jux now...so i am much alert and awake now...haha...hopefully this weekend i will get all e sleep i need and want...sleeping is e most enjoyable task of e day...haha
hmm...i guessed i wont write much bout things happening in imh..it seems not right...haha...to divulge any things...lolx..aniwae...today is really an unlucky morning for me...at first e morning seems so cooling...and i planned to walk slowly to e mrt...then e moment i opened my front door at 515am..it started raining...and raining heavily...dotx..this really spoils my whole mood...and i had to carry e stupid umbrella and walk in e rain to e train station...expectedly...my shoes and bag are all wet...haix...jux hope tt this wont happen again...
right now..i am already looking 4ward to my coming 2 weeks break...when i planned to sleep throughout...haha...nxt wk will be last wk at imh..yeah...jux hope tt it end soon...not becos of anything...jux e travelling tt irritates me...nonetheless...e CI and staff and pts there are fine...nxt attachment 4 me will be at kkh...which is nearer la..hav direct bus...yeah...dun need wake up sooo early le...tired is really not a good feeling...i am still feeling tired now...haix..shall end here...will update asap...
(...my newest beloved idol is ehlo huang yurong...loved his smile and voice....lolx..i am daydreaming again.. :) )
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