Sunday, February 24, 2008
tour-ing
went out again today...with charissa, wileen, xiao ying xin, xuehui and liyan....had a nice vegetarian lunch..haha...seldom i would find vegetarian food nice lor...i am a carnivore...lol...aniwae...we had fun talking to each other...it is a 'final' meal with liyan b4 she flies off to aust to continue her studies...so may not see her for a long time le ba...aniwae...was chatting with each other when wileen and i suddenly decided to go for a tour to taiwan...lol...it was like so sudden tt we decide and started discussing about it...so when i get back home...of cos start to ask my mum and dad la...as usual...my dad OBJECTS...really dunno whay is he worrying about...and he insists tt my mum and sis follows then i can go...so now...i also dunno how..waiting for wileen's reply...haix...but no matter what...i will be gg to taiwan this march le ba!!!!......ashin's book really works wonder...lol...(pardon me..i am crazy)...so now..need to start researching on tw le...so tired to look at so many travel guides etc...think tmr i will drop be e SA fair to take a look ba...haix...really hope can go for e hk + tw tour...hmmm...tmr go see see lor...
yup...was talking about ashin's book just now...haha...just started reading yesterday...finished more than half le...interesting book indeed...with a special angle of view to e places and buildings introduced...i am actually delaying myself from finishing reading it...lol...well..maybe i shall write a full review after i finished the whole book ba...yeah...no regrets on spending $$$$ on it...haha...
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Friday, February 22, 2008
late night again
Yup i noe...it is late le...(or rather early...lol)...once again...i broke my promise...to sleep by 1am...so as to resume a normal sleeping pattern as instructed by my mum...but i am jux too awake at night...i guess i need more time to adjust back...aniwae...i will attempt to sleep before 4am today...
Today is the 22nd day of my holiday...seriously..i havent done anything meaningful yet...and i also did not blog what i intended to blog...eg bout e CNY, more pics bout 56 autograph session...haix...i am becoming too LAZY!!!!...
Aniwae...the most memorable thing about e start of e new year (in lunar calender)...is being sick once again...i am resuming back my old days in childhood...tt is to eat chinese med everyday thrice...i remembered clearly how much i detest tt when i am young..just imagine drinking chinese med (powder form mixed in water) everyday...tt smell...and now...sadly...this routine is coming back again...of cos i tried to persuade my mum...i dont think anything is seriously wrong with me..but she just insists tt i must 调理 my health so tt i will not 'collapse' when i start work in april...lol...so no choice...had to go see e TCM doctor..i taught he would say something nicer...but nope...he says i am too weak..and every part of my body got prob like tt...but i thought i am quite ok de lor..like i seldom fall sick or wad...jux hav sensitive nose tt's all...but no...things are just so unpredictable..just when i argued tt i am healthy...i fall sick one wk later...i did not eat anything for like 3 days...vomiting plus diarrhoea...and yeah...i lost weight again...haix..perhaps i am not so strong as i think...especially after e 3 tough months of attachment...my appetite seriously plunged down...and i had lost e weight which i gained over 3 years in just 3 months...so how am i gg to survive when i officially start work in april 7th????
sometimes i feel tt my family dont exactly understand what i want seriously...maybe me myself dunno also...when successfully completed this diploma...most ppl will move on to their next goal...maybe to concentrate in career or study once again...but i tink i am lost now...i seemed to lost e goal of my life...yup e next life event in my life will be to start out as a staff nurse in less than 2 months time...it should be a new goal or challenge supposedly...but i just cant put myself on this track...meaning...i really cant see any future of me walking this road...oops...this sounds a bit serious...but sadly..tt's what i feel now...maybe i will be able to experience more when start work later...maybe i will then find out what i want...but one thing i am certain is...i wont stay in this path for e rest of my life..总觉得我的人生不应该只停留在这...but of course.now..i will just stick to e conventional working path first...maybe as i read and see more...i will be able to discover more new interests or goals tt i want...
aniwae...this holiday...my intended plan is to travel out of singapore actually...but apparently...this is not e case la...haha...though i will very much like to travel round...there are just too many constraints...so...to 望梅止渴...bought a book yesterday...haha...written by ashin..quite a meaningful book to me...e theme is special...and it actually focuses on other aspects of japan instead of e usual stuff like food or entertainment (just e usual stuff when ones goes travelling la..)...so interesting book...though i havent read finished yet...would share more when i finished ba....
(personally...i loved e cover page...unique in a sense)
(tt's e back)
(whoa...just see how thick it is)
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Sunday, February 03, 2008
心如刀割
心如刀割 (仁甫&协志)
两个人站在门口
女的说别再回头
握着拳 男的说请你别走
就这样 故事正要走到尽头
谁的心飘在空中
你再也不想多说
擦去泪 我没有一点保留
天知道 可否能有任何请求
即使我的心如刀割
你已不再爱我
任凭我这么痛
你却无动于衷
我就快要发疯
我的爱已失控 Oh no
无可救药的我只能忍着痛
你已经不再爱我
连话都不想多说
看着你 我比谁都还难过
希望他 可以给你更多更多
即使我的心如刀割
你已不再爱我
任凭我这么痛
你却无动于衷
我就快要发疯
我的爱已失控 Oh no
无可救药的我只能忍着痛
即使我的心如刀割
你已不再爱我
任凭我这么痛
你却无动于衷
我就快要发疯
我的爱已失控 Oh no
束手无策的我只能低下头
悔不当初的我不愿意放手
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holiday starts!!!
My schooling life is officially over now....after studying for like more than 16 year...(counting from nursery..haha)...study for me is coming to an end now...very most likely...i will stay on and continue to be a nurse ba...gg to uni is one of my choices too...but considering the cost...i dun tink i had e ability to study on...perhaps i should jux go on to work as a nurse ba...i noe it will be difficult...due to e high stress level...rotating shift work...but seriously thinking back...this is my own choice...i choose to study and be a nurse...because of my own interest and liking...so i should jux perserve on ba...aniwae..now is holiday..i will make good chance of it to enjoy...if not..once start work..i predict i will not enjoy such relaxing days anymore le ba...cos is work life from then on...scary...Holidays are great...relaxing at home...shopping eating...and surfing the net...these few days...had been surfing net...and blog hopping too...read about the sad news many's blog...death of a member in co...although i dunno him very well..i was still shocked and sad when i read bout the news...i was like stunned when i saw e news and photo on newspaper one morning...on e last day of my attachment...cos is totally unexpected...well...everyone is sad..and everyone is gg through e griefing period now...it is normal to grieve and cry...and it is e process all goes through when facing death...especially death of a loved one...haix...this makes me recall e death of my grandfather too...still can remember how sad i was...how i hav no appetite to eat at all..and how easily my tears can flow out...and also...how regretful i am for not being able to send him off cos i jux start my attachment and not able to take off...so i jux hope tt everyone can walk out of e grief soon...and continue with normal life...it will be difficult...but one jux need to walk out of it...in order to continue on with life...it is cruel to say so...but time will indeed fade out e intense feelings now...so jia you le everyone...
ok..jump topic now...jux took my weight yesterday...realised tt i hav lost 7kg in these 3 months!!!!!...OMG...my mum is worried..and ask me to eat more...lol...but i am happy...haha...cos i am thinner now...and ermm...sad in another aspect cos.........my clothes especially jeans and skirts dun fit me now...they are jux too loose...i wonder why i bought big sizes in e past...now great...even with belt they will drop off...lol...
went to 5566 autograph session jux now...haha...quite a lot of ppl...but they signed fast...so fast is my turn le...not much comments...i am not as excited as in e past now...maybe because i really had grown up...twenty now lehx...cant be as childish as in e past...lol...but i really really love their songs so much...nice nice...superb vocals...especially e song playing in my blog now...whoa...really...is super nice....
I will love them 4ever!!!
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