Friday, May 05, 2006
deep impact
In case no one realise...i changed e title of this blog le!!...not becos of wad reason...jux tt i realise one really need to stay happy always to live on well...in another words..we should tink posively always and try to maintain our feelings positive..but of cos..this is better said than to be done..seriously speaking..true happiness is really almost impossible to attain..becos..there is not only jux me alone in this world..there are still a lot of ppl..friends..family around me..and it is for sure tt other ppl's moods will affect us greatly too...i mean if others are feeling angry or sad..it is quite impossible for u to maintain a good mood as per normal ba..unless u hav no feelings...so how can we ever reach tt state of true happiness???...to hav everyone around u feel as great as u too=impossible..thus i can conclude tt happiness is so near..yet a dream so far..so we can only strive to attain and look towards it...
thus tt is why i changed e title..for 56..although they are only an idol...but still they are truely existing in this world..they can still talk to u..hug u..write to u..but how bout happiness???..ya..it can embrace u 4 a while..and let u feel tt u r e most blessed person at tt moment..but deep down in ur heart..r u really tt happy??..do u really hav no other problems le??..or r u jux deceiving and hiding urself under e thin coat of happiness u feel and hoping tt time will freeze 4eva at tt moment??...so instead of looking in e direction of e reachable..i shall change it to an unreachable one...dreams r meant to be dreamt....only with dreams..then can we grow and strive and move 4ward..isnt it??..
aniwae..shall drop this topic..not my aim of posting today..actually wad i wanna blog now is..2 of my friends sorta quarrel today...of cos..i shall not say out who i tink is wrong or right here...in case another quarrel break out again...hmm..tinking again..quite unlikely since i nvr quarrel with my friends b4..aniwae..wad i wanna say is tt we should all be more sensitive to other ppl feelings ba..in my last blog..i mentioned bout being straightforward is overall not a veri good point..now i am more firm and assured of this thinking..i mean if e straightforwardness is hurting and offending ppl around u..shouldnt tt person reflect abit on his way of talking and be less vocal of his own thinking/feelings??...of cos speaking up is not wrong..but if by doing so u are making everyone around u hurtful..mayb really should reflect and stop or change e way u express ur feelings le..actually seriously speaking..i am quite upset by some words from a friend...mayb by saying this i may offend her again..but since her straightforwardness had already affected so many of us in case she doesnt noe..why should we keep on keeping everything to ourselves and pretend tt nothing had happened???..and continue letting her accuse us of things tt we nvr did in e first place??
haix..mayb our thinkings are veri different ba..things tt are not tt serious/important in our opinion seems to be e opposite in her opinion..then end up we unknowingly..offended her again..really seriously speaking..everytime she threw a temper at us or wad..me and other friends always wonder e same qn: wad hav we done wrong again this time???...we really dunno lor..cos our words or behaviors are not wad she tinks it should be...haix..whenever this kind of incidents happen..i really really dunno wad to do/say lorx..like everything i say will be wrong..so how..i will remain silent..but soon..i realise this is not a good option afterall..cos silence mayb wrong too..and it mayb veri wrong..really dotx lehx...actually i thought all of us are getting along veri well lorx..we can talk and joke together...but everytime when i feel tt we are a group of close friends..misunderstandings will start again..and e fault seems to always lie with us only...yes we can apologise to one another and be good friends again..but e same old thing will happen again and again and nvr stop..izzit really our fault tt we are not treating her good enough??...or are we not answering her qns detailed enough??.. or are we not sensitive enough?..if yes i will apologise for all e misdeeds i had done unintentionally...but i really really hope she will realise e impact of her words on us too..we are not feelingless lor..and really no one will ever accept someone who raises her voice at u for no apparent reason..if this continues to go on like this..i really dunno how are we gg to face each other in e future....
nevertheless..i tink this is e first time i face this kind of problems (hopefully is last)...not tt i dislike anybody or wad (i had nvr hate anyone..really)..jux tt i really didnt expect myself to be in this kind of wierd situations.. actually from young till now..e way i talk or behave is quite e same...e way i ans other's qns is oso always like tt..eg if someone ask me and a friend wad am we talking about...i will ans for eg about e teacher...this is always e way i ans and i believe most ppl will say this lor...i mean i nvr expect tt this way of answering is wrong and tt i should ans in this way: we are talking about for eg e maths teacher and how intersting her lessons are and why we tink so etc....frankly speaking i had nvr give such a long ans for a simple qn like this b4..and all my other friends dun seem to see any problem in e way i behave or tok wad..so i nvr tink tt my behavior is wrong or wad until now...aiyo i really dunno la..jux hope tt everything will be fine from now on..
thus tt is why i changed e title..for 56..although they are only an idol...but still they are truely existing in this world..they can still talk to u..hug u..write to u..but how bout happiness???..ya..it can embrace u 4 a while..and let u feel tt u r e most blessed person at tt moment..but deep down in ur heart..r u really tt happy??..do u really hav no other problems le??..or r u jux deceiving and hiding urself under e thin coat of happiness u feel and hoping tt time will freeze 4eva at tt moment??...so instead of looking in e direction of e reachable..i shall change it to an unreachable one...dreams r meant to be dreamt....only with dreams..then can we grow and strive and move 4ward..isnt it??..
aniwae..shall drop this topic..not my aim of posting today..actually wad i wanna blog now is..2 of my friends sorta quarrel today...of cos..i shall not say out who i tink is wrong or right here...in case another quarrel break out again...hmm..tinking again..quite unlikely since i nvr quarrel with my friends b4..aniwae..wad i wanna say is tt we should all be more sensitive to other ppl feelings ba..in my last blog..i mentioned bout being straightforward is overall not a veri good point..now i am more firm and assured of this thinking..i mean if e straightforwardness is hurting and offending ppl around u..shouldnt tt person reflect abit on his way of talking and be less vocal of his own thinking/feelings??...of cos speaking up is not wrong..but if by doing so u are making everyone around u hurtful..mayb really should reflect and stop or change e way u express ur feelings le..actually seriously speaking..i am quite upset by some words from a friend...mayb by saying this i may offend her again..but since her straightforwardness had already affected so many of us in case she doesnt noe..why should we keep on keeping everything to ourselves and pretend tt nothing had happened???..and continue letting her accuse us of things tt we nvr did in e first place??
haix..mayb our thinkings are veri different ba..things tt are not tt serious/important in our opinion seems to be e opposite in her opinion..then end up we unknowingly..offended her again..really seriously speaking..everytime she threw a temper at us or wad..me and other friends always wonder e same qn: wad hav we done wrong again this time???...we really dunno lor..cos our words or behaviors are not wad she tinks it should be...haix..whenever this kind of incidents happen..i really really dunno wad to do/say lorx..like everything i say will be wrong..so how..i will remain silent..but soon..i realise this is not a good option afterall..cos silence mayb wrong too..and it mayb veri wrong..really dotx lehx...actually i thought all of us are getting along veri well lorx..we can talk and joke together...but everytime when i feel tt we are a group of close friends..misunderstandings will start again..and e fault seems to always lie with us only...yes we can apologise to one another and be good friends again..but e same old thing will happen again and again and nvr stop..izzit really our fault tt we are not treating her good enough??...or are we not answering her qns detailed enough??.. or are we not sensitive enough?..if yes i will apologise for all e misdeeds i had done unintentionally...but i really really hope she will realise e impact of her words on us too..we are not feelingless lor..and really no one will ever accept someone who raises her voice at u for no apparent reason..if this continues to go on like this..i really dunno how are we gg to face each other in e future....
nevertheless..i tink this is e first time i face this kind of problems (hopefully is last)...not tt i dislike anybody or wad (i had nvr hate anyone..really)..jux tt i really didnt expect myself to be in this kind of wierd situations.. actually from young till now..e way i talk or behave is quite e same...e way i ans other's qns is oso always like tt..eg if someone ask me and a friend wad am we talking about...i will ans for eg about e teacher...this is always e way i ans and i believe most ppl will say this lor...i mean i nvr expect tt this way of answering is wrong and tt i should ans in this way: we are talking about for eg e maths teacher and how intersting her lessons are and why we tink so etc....frankly speaking i had nvr give such a long ans for a simple qn like this b4..and all my other friends dun seem to see any problem in e way i behave or tok wad..so i nvr tink tt my behavior is wrong or wad until now...aiyo i really dunno la..jux hope tt everything will be fine from now on..
(shuai shuai pic of xiezhi and his 'famous' words..
meaning not be anxious,panic or scared..)
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