Wednesday, May 17, 2006
puzzled
Since young...we had been taught not to be self-centred and to spare a thought 4 others...as we grow older..we also learnt how to protect ourselves...but this two learning points seem to contradict each other...if we always spare a thought 4 others...we will get ourselves hurt as we will only bear with everything just to protect e feelings of others...however if we are self-centred..we can protect ourselves from harm but we end up hurting others around us...so which is e better of e two??...to get ourselves hurt or to hurt others???...but always there will be ppl who are too nice tt they jux cant bear to point out other ppl's fault..and end up themselves being stressed up and hurt...but there are also ppl who can be so selfish tt they only tink bout themselves..without sparing a thought 4 others' feelings..as if they are e only precious one in e world and others' feelings are jux rubbish....i dunno which category i belonged too..many times i tried to spare thoughts for others...but when one always give...will become very tired as time goes by ...mayb i am quite tired already...tt sometimes i dun even bother to explain myself...afterall we live for ourselves but not others...those who really know me will know what i am thinking even if i say nothing...hmm..mayb i should change myself to become a self-centred person instead...or i should change myself to become indifferent...like what a friend's blog say...mayb being indifferent can really save oneself from many troubles and harm...hmm..i seem to understand her more now..even we dun talk much now...hope to go out with her sometimes...to c if our thinking really match...provided she reads my blog..haha...(in case u dunno..i referring to u lehx mingyi)...indifferent really not equals to cold blooded to me now...mayb in e past yes..but now.........
(finally gg to c him this sat...yeah:)..)
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