Sunday, July 09, 2006
online again:)
oh gosh...it had been such a long long long time since i was online...haha...havent been online since last web or thurs le..wad a big breakthrough for me...haix...had been really tired due to e attachment...tired as in physically..haha..luckily not mentally...physical stress is better and easier to handle..this ward is really very busy...is hard to even get a moment of rest to read e case notes...nevertheless...is not too bad there...did sort of enjoy my posting there...so far...hehe.. time passes really quickly when u are busy...jux a blink of eye...one wk of e attachment is gone... but then i still dun quite understand why some ppl will prefer working as in in attachment instead of being in sch...i still prefer sch life...at least u wont hav too much responsibility on u..at least all u need to worry is only icas and exams...whereas working implicates a lot of other things..which i personally think tt i am unable to handle them yet...so till now..i do hope i will be able to continue studying...and i will try harder to get better grades to enter uni..but tt's only my thinking la..and is for now only...yesterday though i spent almost half day outside...manage to squeeze some time in e night to enjoy myself...to watch tv...my fave tw drama series...now i am watching devil beside me...quite interesting la..not exactly veri nice to watch...but some of their lines are quite meaningful and will get one to think...understand a concept tt...what u hear and see may not be what it is..though we know this in real life...we will still cant control ourselves but to believe in only what we tink it is...and what we tink we hear or c...instead of putting ourselves in other perspective.. different ppl hav different way of thinking tt we will nvr be able to grasp or interpret..when one says to ur face tt he dislikes u...to most of us we may tink tt it is e truth..cos he says it personally straight to ur face...but to tt person...it may mean another thing...i mean..there are indeed ppl in this world who behave in this manner...e more they say they dislike u..they more they care for u..and vice versa as well...
dunno if anyone will understand what i am writing above..haha...really hard to write out feelings and understanding of a particular issue...really hard to explain something...though i know tt no one will truely noe what i am tinking...but still..i jux dun like to explain things...firstly...is troublesome...e more u explain e blacker it is...haha...this is always e case...and next..i dun tink anyone will like e feeling of explaining ba..mayb some does i dunno..but to me is like forcing me to say out things tt i dun wan to say at tt point of time...ya sometimes i will gladly explain cos i feel comfortable with saying out those things..but when i dun explain...it may probably mean tt i dunno what and how to explain at tt point of time..so even if i say anything at tt time...it may only be 'entertaining' lines...afterall...we will tend only to say things tt we are comfortable with... and when we are with ppl tt we are comfortable with...otherwise...it will be like someone trying to force open ur door with a knife or wateva...i dun believe someone can open up another door... only we ourselves..can open up our own door of heart...to ppl whom we truely believe and cherish...
wow..such a long interpretation from a simple drama series...haha...but pls dun feel tempted to watch e series...maybe is only me will feel this way..and e drama didnt exactly emphasize on this issue tt strongly too..haha..nxt update may be nxt wk le ba...haix...but b4 i end...shall share one more line of tt drama..translated from chi to eng...there will be ppl who are out there purposely to make u sad...although so..there will always be ppl out there...who will be sad becos u are sad...
haha..meaningful right??..is something like to e world u may only be one normal person..but to another person u may mean the world...haha..love these lines...enjoy ur days friends...tc..
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