Monday, August 14, 2006
thought of e day
few days back...i was flipping some past days neo prints...and i suddenly realised...hey..neo print machines had exisited since i was in pri sch...and up till now...they are not yet outdated..jux updated...haha...but looking at past pics really bring back a lot of memories...
thinking back of e past...in pri sch..is e age of true innocence...every word we said are so true...and i used to say everything i feel without any limitations...cos at tt time...we are jux too young to pretend and to hurt...i still remembered one time when me and my classmates jux confronted a guy we dun like straight to his face..and even to our teacher...haha...dunno why i got e guts to say out 'i dun like ur behavior' so openly in e past...and to janice (actually i prefer to call u siying la)...if i remember it correctly...we used to be 'enemies' right???...we started off not tt good in terms..but then..dunno why lehx...we managed to become best friends until now...haha...seriously thinking bout it...really feels good and comforted to hav a friend tt accompany u since young...zhen1 de4 qing4 xing4 you3 ni3 zhe4 ge4 peng2 you3....
then in sec sch..ppl started to be mindful of their words and actions...though i still made many friends...but those who are still keeping in contact are actually very minimum..izzit becos i am in poly instead of jc(most friends..i should say 9.5 out of 10 in sec sch went jc)...or jux tt we are not tt close enough??..nevertheless we are all still friends...there is a saying right..we will have many many friends...but only 1 or a few true best friends...despite tt...i am oso blessed to hav friends like xueting and mingyi...though we are not considered those very very close best friends..but i can still say things openly with them...or joke lamely with them...even we had not met for ages...jux e moment we saw each other..we will still hav plenty of things to talk bout...haha...no need to be scared of leng3 chang3...
haha..i actually summarised my past in 2 paragraphs...hahaha...joking only la..this is only a small small part of my life...actually my real intent of this post is not to say bout my past la...jux tt this thought of memories suddenly popped out...since i had already written quite a lot..i shall summarise again..what i actually intend to say in e next paragraph...
jux a sudden thought of e day...to hate or not to hate???...not to hate...is being kind to others but cruel to urself..to hate...is being cruel to urself as well as others...which will u choose??..which is e better one???...
aniwae..today i spent my time meaningfully...haha...visited friends' blogs...watch e latest ep of wei xiao pasta..listened to latest albums of 183club..fir...jolin and sweety..read quite a few issues of j-star mag..and finished my studying of module HS2119...hmm...unbelievable ba...i actually did so many things even i am sick from flu...(me..my mum and my sis are suffering from smptoms of flu now...i believed i caught e virus from jasmine yesterday..lolx..)but then...now my sneezing had stopped le...haha...great...hope i can hav a good night sleep today...aniwae...yes..i finally finished xpgly series...i cried throughout e last few episodes...seeing e main female lead gg gradually blind and still pretending tt nothing had happened...sobs...luckily everything is over now...hmm...e main problem with me in watching these shows are..i will be totally engaged and into e show....as if i am involved too..maybe tt's e reason why i will laugh and cry with e actors...lolx...sounds silly man...but tt's e thrill of watching drama shows...to enjoy e show fully..u mux be in it too...haha...me and my reasonings...hmm..tt's such a long post..with no main topic...ermmm or with e main topic buried...haha...jux type watever tt comes to my mind...shall end here ba...nitex..
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