Shi Hwee

Sunday, May 20, 2007

stressed up+++

I am officially stressed up +++ now...i bet i nvr feel so stressed b4 in my whole life...not even for my o levels or watever exams....what's e meaning of stress to me then???...it is...having ur normal physiological functioning all messed up...dozing off at inappropriate times...hav ur minds filled up with -ve things...getting more bad tempered and frustrated at almost everything...so ppl...really dun say anything to provoke me or wad lor..if not...i dunno how i would react...

hmmm...so wat exactly am i stress for???..well..is a combination of many things...firstly...i think i am getting too fat..haha...yup..this make me upset too...lolx...then nxt is of cos sch work...especially e upcoming icas...in particular e community health one..lolx...i nvr feel so 'insecure' 4 a presentation b4 lor...and is this coming thurs..and i doubt we r fully prepared...i dun even noe what is really required for us..sianx...if only we are not e 1st grp to present...then we can get some ideas from other grps...but right now..we are at a loss..lolx..then tues oso got another presentation...but i tink tt's ok de ba...i will be able to make it back to sch in time 4 e presentation i tink...(and i WILL)...and yup nxt thing stress is of cos co la..but everyone is stress...so i tink is pretty fine...i dun feel a lot of tension from there...after all is something i like (if not i wont stay until now...haha)....lastly...i am stressed bout ******** (something something something)...haha...not really stressed la..jux in a loss of wat to do...ok...i doubt anyone will noe wad i am talking bout...

aniwae...today jux visit my grandfather at TTSH...lolx...he has been admitted since last sunday le..then i only hav time to visit him today...jux c how busy i am..my mum laugh at him..lolx...cos he really look like panda now..with severe blueblacks on his face due to his fall...but he is ok now le la...can discharged tmr...but he is a non compliant patient...despite high risk for fall he still like to walk around...lolx...dangerous lor...cos he jux hav e pacemaker batt changed...and guess wat he told me...he said tt i should not hav come to such a place (meaning hospital)...then he ask my mum dun bring me come..i guess hospital is still a 'not so good' place in old ppl's minds...but he forgot one thing...i am a 'nursing student' lor....haha...

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