Shi Hwee

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

missing mayday post concert day 3

post concert day 3..i am suffering from a serious post concert syndrome...they are still consistently in my mind...medicine to cure...is a higher and higher dosage of their songs everyday...will i get toxicity???...lol...seriously...i am still in e concert mood...still feel high time to time...singing their songs whenever i can...and jumping when i feel high enough...feel like telling everyone how great their concert is and how i love them lots...how how???...haha...i am getting crazy...lol...

ok..pls pardon me...cos i really really have not enjoyed myself to such a maximum le...so until now..i am still not willing to let go of this feeling...i still want to feel high every moment...lol...and my hand is still aching for goodness sake...is post day 3 le lehx...have i really used so much strength???..


雌雄同体

PM七点 镜子前的自己 琢磨属于自己的美丽
轻轻刮去嘴角胡青 画上我的本性 淡紫色眼影
粉色双唇的喃喃自语 嗯~~~啦~~~~

领带要配苏格兰裙 和火一般的羽毛围巾
只是我仍在反覆考虑 搭配几号香精 做今晚的内衣
即使到最后你还是看不清 即使到最后你还是看不清

我要你看到我你不该猜测应该享受
我要你爱上我你不该猜测应该爱我
我可以是男是女 可以飘移不定 可以调整百分
只要你爱我一切都没问题 只要你爱我一切都没问题

与其让你了解我 我宁愿我是一个谜 一个解不开的难题 
真和假的秘密  扣你心弦的游戏
模仿你或和你变成对比 参加你理想的爱情游戏

你也许避我唯恐不及 你也许把我当作异形
可是你如何真的确定 灵魂找到自己的样貌和身体
发现自己原来的雌雄同体 发现自己原来的雌雄同体

i am getting influenced so much by this song...actually..initially i am quite afraid of listening to it...cos u see..a bit wierd la...but e music is yet so captivating...so ya..now i am in love with it oso...especially one of the sentence (highlighted)..dunno why..i just had a 'feel' with this sentence...hmmm..makes me wanna think more..but hmm...i dunno how to say la...just a special feel for this..haha

actually..they really have a lot of songs..and more than 99.999% are very nice ones...dunno why..the lyrics of e songs are just so...close to our lives..and thus..very touching...really want to collect all their albums now..but i must wait..cos my financial status now dun allow me to buy all now...so i shall wait..give me one more month..i am gg to import them all in taiwan..lol..counted le...adds up to like 200+ bucks...but i am willing to spend on it..lol...maybe i am still childish or wat...cant bear to spend on fashion thinggis..but i am just willing to spend more on this type of music things...

music really plays a huge huge huge part in my life...since young..really since young...i am already bonded to music already...be it chinese songs...orchestra..all whatever la...well..everyone grows up with music in their lives..but not everyone has their lives influenced by music..i can seriously say tt i cant live without any music or songs in my life...be it whose songs or wat...maybe tt is e main reason why i nvr feel a pinch when buying albums after albums...recalling back..i remembered once i told my mum tt i will only buy one album and i will be satisfied with it and will not buy anymore...lol...like real lo...tt is my first time buying albums...and tt only motivate me to buy more..not stop...haha...

hmmm...buy more..and tt means i need more storage place...lol...haha...aniwae..pls...let me start work soon...if not i cant buy more...ya..now i really want to work..cos i wan money...hehe...so in e end...money is still e most important...without it...nothing can be done????...lol....

this realistic world....(shakes head)

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