Friday, May 02, 2008
168th post
well..this is my 168th post...haha...which resembles to mayday's first large scale concert on taiwan...ermmm...ok...pardon me...i am at it once again...well...this is only a random starting..haha...soon...i will get over e post mayday concert syndrome and get back to the normal routine life...so attending their concert entitled down to earth is oso a good choice after all...cos after tt...i am really going to get down to earth...or rather get down to work...haix...
i tink all will agree...this is really a difficult and big transition to one's life...to end studies officially and become a full time working adult...adult...oh man...this is really scary...everyone who knows me well enough will definitely agree with me tt...i am like dunno how many billion light years away from e word adult...
but still...be it u are a child or adult at heart...when e age and time comes...u will still have to face it and start working...but no worries still...given my character...i bet i will still be as childish 10 years down e road...i will still be e crazy gal who likes to joke or suan others...sing and jump about when real high..and spend money and time to support those artists and pop stars...lol...of course...all these images will surface only i am with friends tt i am comfortable with...lol
spent this last wk of hol fruitfully..e only day tt i stayed fully at home is today...i cant imagine e faces of my parents if i say i am gg out again...lol...just see this...
25th april: shopping with mum at imm
26th april : mayday concert (left home at like 3.30pm and reached home at 1am)
27th aprill: autograph session (left home 10am reached like 4-5pm ba)
28th april: shopping with janice (left home at like 1030am then back at round 8+pm)
29th april: kbox and gym session with janice (left home 1030am and back at 8.30pm like tt)
30th april: kbox with simwes joanne and one of their friend (left home 7pm..and stayed out e whole night)
1st may: at joanne's house...and dim sum at chinatown..(reached home at 5.30pm)
2nd may: decided to stay at home...but i used internet e whole day...lol...12pm until now...
haha...tt's how 'wild' i am compared to my sis..cos for my sis...she wont go out at all unless school or what...(or e concert which i treat her to)....and yup..she is e good obedient kid in e eyes of my parents...whereas i am e one who always go out..spend money...not mature...and likes to talk back...haix...tt's how sucky it is...
aniwae...one stupid thind which happened to me on labour day...while waiting for bus to go home..at e outrum there...i waited like 40mins b4 i board a 174...not tt e bus is slow or wad..is just...i dunno what to say...i actually see and just let 2 of e buses zoom past in front of my eyes...lol...i dunno if they are too quick or i am too slow..first time i was reading something..and tt bus just drove past..ok..acceptable..i am not focussing what...then e second time...i just only look down for 1s only lor...and e bus just zoom by again...diao..same thing happening 2 times...lol...of cos...i am not so stupid le la..learnt my lesson...so just keep focussing on e road...and finally...board e bus home..lol...
ok...sidetrack again...back to main topic...just wanna say really enjoyed my last wk of hol to the max...everyday so well spent to me...and everyday i am feeling so happy and contented..hehe...singing k two days straight really shiok oso...just loved singing...first day sing is more serious...haha...2nd day...ermmm...maybe is night time le...maybe my voice havent recover or wad...i am just pratically dancing on e sofa with sim wes..lol...but very fun still...haha...rarely u get friends to do stupid moves with u and not feeling paiseh or wad...haha...
next wk is officially work le...actually quite looking forward to it le...haha...cos i am seriously in need of money...but...hoped i can get use to working life...as a staff nurse somemore...cannot depend on others anymore...cannot everything ask oso...haix...
just saw e blog ashin updated today..about exam one...haha...he makes it sound tt exam is freaking scary or wad..maybe i am wierd or wad la..i nvr feared exams or wad since young le...maybe just a little frustrated...and sometimes will just have e feeling to tear up every pages of the textbook...cos exams are really meaningless to me...it is just a stupid ranking system to see how much can u memorise from e textbook...but then..when u go out to work or wad...u will soon realise tt every qns tt appear in e exam papers are just qns...which will not appear in your working life...who in e earth need to memorise stupid mathematics formulas or wat to work??...lol..although exams are freaking useless to me...but is a enjoyable process of studying nonetheless...just see la...mugging real hard for a paper..go to e exam hall...throw everything out like merlion..then wait for results...see results and be happy (ok..dun talk about e other extreme)...is still a fruitful thing...to see e results of what u have put effort in...really...exams may be e only thing left in e world tt fulfil e saying of input=output...what u put in what u get (at least this is what applies to me)...but in other aspects of life...is almost hundred percent tt this saying is useless...input never will equate to output...tt is quite sad isnt it???...if only i am starting exam next wk and not work...haix...
aniwae...student life is over for me...and i dun think i will get back to it so soon or what...work to me now..is still a tool to earn some cash or wad...exchanging time for money...ok..this dun sound good...but this is currently my idea of work now...perhaps when i start work...i will be able to find a more definite direction to what i want...but for now..i am still a person with no obvious dreams...just working for e sake of working and living an aimless life...of course..i am not gg to stop at here only...one day...i will be able to find out what i really want to do...
e world is so big...definitely there will be someone...somewhere...and something...which is meant for u someday...
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