Thursday, May 15, 2008
saddening news
the world is still currently surrounded by a mist of sorrow now...and i guess...it wont clear up for the time being...
it is sad to hear or say this...but it is indeed true that...no matter how high technology is now...no matter how intelligent ppl think they are...no matter how we think we are prepared to face any events...we can never win the nature...
the longer we lived...the scarier we find the world...
the more we discover...the more we know how little we know about this world...
read two pages of the newspaper b4 i went out for work today..should not have read...spoil my mood for the whole day...imagine stepping out of the house with red eyes...so upon finishing e second page...decided to throw e newspaper aside..
i am not going to read e papers for the time being...i am not going to hear radio for the time being...i am not going to watch the news for the time being...
i decided to be BLIND AND DEAF for the time being...
not that i am cold-blooded...not that i am not sympathizing with e ppl in china...
is because...i feel too much for them...i feel so sad when i read the news and see the pictures...
is because whenever i see or hear...my tears will drop...
i am not present there...neither my friends or family is there...i am not related to there at all actually...yet i feel as if everyone close to me is gone...yet i have the feeling that those deaths are related to me...yet i feel so sad...
as i mentioned previously...my passion for nursing was once again brought back...
i suddenly remembered my hasty decision for nursing was not that hasty after all...i suddenly remembered why i chose nursing and insisted on it that time...
i suddenly...and finally remembered...
and i am glad i have made this choice...
silent prayers now again...
this time pray not for e dead...but for e alive...pray that they can find their new goals and dreams in life once again so as to motivate them to live on bravely...
to live on stronger ever...to believe not in heaven..but to believe hope in life...
21:02
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