Sunday, June 01, 2008
shopping day with mum
today is finally off day...yeah...i had been working continuously for 9 straight days le...damm tired...emotionally...physically..mentally...socially...lol...finally e rest day came...and it is gg to be gone...fast too...
even my mum said i am looking very tired all e time...yup i knew tt...cos i am indeed tired...but yet i am refusing to sleep early...lol...i am really not tt type whom could fall asleep like b4 11pm...so i am getting 6 hours of sleep everyday only...but it is not tt bad actually...i mean 6 hours of sleep is sufficient actually...it is what u do during e day which drains your energy...not how long u sleep to regain back e same energy...i mean if u sleep 5hours only..but spend e whole day doing nothing at all..u wont be tt tired too...
return all my books today...cant sit down to read at all...my eyes cannot concentrate on words...no matter how interesting e novel is...it just cant capture my attention anymore..so i shifted my time to music instead...listen to songs when i go or return from work...then more music again when i reached home...except tt i will now fall asleep even if i am watching my fave mayday concert on tv...sorry...tt's bad i noe...but i cant control my eyes from closing...
however...though tired...i am not sick of work or wat...instead...i am sorta enjoying certain aspects of it...of cos...unhappy moments do happen too..but well...whatever u do...there are bound to be unhappy or real bad moments...nothing can go on smoothly forever...and e world does not move in e way u want it to be...so what is more important...is to forget and let unhappy moments pass...and remember all e good points and happy moments of life and work...hehe..
well i used to day tt syudying is so much better than work or wat...or the past is always better...but apparently tt is not very true...e past may seem better only because...it had all past...回忆总是显得特别美好，因为那些一切都过去了...e future is scary..because we cannot predict what will happen...thus we hate to change...we hate to move on...and we just want to remain as usual..i am glad we cant predict what will happen..if not living on will be so meaningless....of cos..i really dunno whether i will continue on with this job...but e only thing i am sure of is...as long as i can still cope..i will continue..as long as i still feel some happiness from work..i will still stay on...but if i really cant cope or take it...i will leave la..no point torturing yourself i a place which doesnt suit u...but right now...i am sorta satisfied in this job...hehe...hopefully...this will become e career in my life...
tmr will be work again..afternoon shift...everyone dreads work..not because tt we hate e job or wat...just tt...ya...u need to work and go to work..tt's awful...but i dun hate it...haha...just like to grumble abit...lol...off day is on wed...looking forward to it...can use e day to check all e cds/vcds/dvd i bought...lol...havent listen or watch all yet...
working life is exciting in a sense..everyday tt is something to look forward to...look forwad to off duty...to rest day...and most importantly...to payday...lol...24 more days to next payday...am i too fast/early in counting down???
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