Sunday, September 21, 2008
update 21/9
It had been a while since i update...nothing much in particular recently...just the same usual routine lo...been independent for 2 weeks like tt already...but still feel very unsure...how weak i am...everytime i thought i had finished what i supposed to do..only to realise e opposite later on...haix...no wonder i cannot get myself to relax at home either...cos everytime i will find myself recalling things tt i had actually not done...and yup...which is then too late for me to make any admendments too...tt's a bad feeling...spoils my whole day mood...spoils my whole night sleep...and dampens my spirit to keep striving on at work...sucks...no wonder sometimes i really feel like leaving...not a very right place for a forgetful person like me...perhaps...
aniwae...enough of rambling..quite sad though..no one to listen to my grumblings...only can type it all out here...to the virtual space of network...where maybe no one reads at all...lol...but well...is a way of relieving stress too perhaps...better to say it out...though to air...than to keep it all inside...
tmr will be afternoon instead of morning...good change...lol...no need to follow up so many changes then...monday mornings are always a mess...then the next day will be night again le..sian-ed...so many patients to handle at night...and e worst things is e need to take blood...haix...i dun like taking blood...cos i dun feel confident with it!!!..but no choice...haix...do i have a choice in the first place since i am born aniwae???
aniwae...last rest day went out with feiyan...haha...what a surprise right???..lol..initially i intended to slack at home de..suddenly decided to go shopping with her...haha..nice meeting up...my best poly friend in nyp...she seems so happy in sgh...haha...makes me feel a bit sad in comparison...but nonetheless...nice time catching up...and we are both spendthrift...lol...eating...shopping...buying...lol...and now...we are into a new yet old game...sudoku...okok...a bit outdated...but recently..i am deeply engrossed into it...nice to play lehx...haha...was in kino when i suddenly decided to buy this...then feiyan followed along too...
one thing great about work...u spend when u feel like it...lol...and u have the ability to spend too..lol...but of course...it is all own's hard earned money la..
suddenly feel like meeting up all old friends..like huiwen, candy, siying, mingyi, stif, regina, sim wes, joanne, charissa, xuehui plus a lot a lot more...miss them lotxa...really
and and and...i want a break...lol...i want to go overseas to travel...haha...any companion???...lol...i want to change my handphone...is dying on me...soon...and i want my pay...which is coming this week lo...haha...i want a lot of things...most of all..i want to be happy...
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