Shi Hwee

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

pls be more hardworking

was browsing through my blog entries for this year...sadly to see only a few...for the month of feb..i only had one entry...arhx...i should have been more hardworking to post more entries...this blog is officially in its 5th yr...and yet i only had around 300+ entries...hmmm...seriously...i should update this blog more often ba...because it is really fun to read back entries..and re-live that scene again...certain things will be forgotten even how hard u try to remember them...and that's the use of a camera...and of cos a blog...

i could see that some friends recently are facing difficulties...be it in work...in school..in relationship...in any area...well...who isnt anyway???...everyone definitely has their own difficulties...the difference only being how well the person can handle it?? of cos not all difficulties can be resolved by oneself only...some can be done...some just need the help from others...most of the times...u need help from others not to solve the problem...only to help u reassure urself that u are doing the right thing...every problem will have a solution...and the best solution usually comes from oneself...just like the biggest enemy of yours will always be yourself...some things...u already have the answer in your mind...but only due to certain circumstances...you just refused to acknowledge that...pointing out other's mistakes is easy...accusing others of being wrong is easy...what is hard?? hardest thing is to admit that i myself is in the wrong...well...失落的时候,伸出手希望有好心人能拉你一把,每一个人都会,也是最容易的。但与其伸手渴望别人的救援,为何不伸出自己另一只手拉紧自己呢?坚强是靠自己学来的,不是别人施舍的。勇气是靠自己展现的,不是说说而已。同样的,伤心难过是个人情绪,要从悲伤走出来靠的不是别人,而是自己,只有自己有能力决定自己的情绪啊!悲伤不能被衡量,没有人能说我一定比他还伤心难过,因为每个人衡量悲伤的那把尺都不同。同样的,要怎样让自己快乐只有自己晓得,因为每个人衡量快乐的尺一样不同啊。

well...i know...words easier to be said...i am glad that i have already found a way to relieve myself either from stress or unhappiness or sadness...and i hoped all around me can find theirs soon! ...aniwae...was watching dna dvd 2nd part today...and i actually teared during some parts...haha...luckily i am watching it myself...alone..share a great song here...起来...well..i found it a useful song to pull yourself up..well..at least it does influence me...i am glad that i am easily influenced by these minor things...hehe...not so difficult to cheer me up or encourage me ma..haha..

起来 我要你看得见 再大的风雨 要用力飞
起来 或许你觉得累 记得我 在末日来临之前

海浪在退潮之前 将我消失在泡沫里面
我承受这份孤单 留下脚印在沙滩
远方灯火通明 让海和天一样黑
微风吹动风帆 失去引力向前追

忽然间我才发现 前方灯塔已熄灭
我又被影子 拉回地面
被夜晚冷却的沙滩 快乐悲伤浮在上面
无法抗拒这味道 让空气分割我的脸
忽然间我才了解 就在起飞的那一瞬间
我不能独自在 海上漂浮

于是我闭上眼睛去抚摸 在黑暗中挣扎的光线
于是我又开始这 疼痛感觉

起来 我要你看得见 再大的风雨 要用力飞
起来 或许你觉得累 记得我 在末日来临之前

感觉全身在颤抖 无法用心对齐你我的脚步
太多太快来不及去接受 太多太远太过分执著
鼓起勇气才看见 失去理由

起来 我要你看得见 再大的风雨 要用力飞
起来 或许你觉得累 记得我 在末日来临之前
起来 我要你看得见 再大的风雨 要用力飞
起来 或许你觉得累 记得我 在末日来临之前

personally i find this song encouraging la...wake up wake up wake up...hahaha..suddenly i am thankful to my pri sch cca teacher who made me type so many chinese text...cos..i managed to type out the above lyrics quite fast...lol...out of the point i know...aniwae...songs are great as they reflect a lot of things..it was from mayday that i realised that songs are not just about love...be it happiness or sadness...songs can be very encouraging as well...and positive...sad songs are heart wrenching and touches one heart easily...but listen to more positive songs makes one day better definitely...hehe...main point..i really admire ppl who write lyrics...a song can be telling a whole life story of a person in just 3-4 mins...isnt that 神奇?...i wished i could be a lyricist as well...but i guess i still dun have tt talent yet...maybe if i have the 灵感 i should try to write something as well..haha...but so far..i think i am better in writing longer stories..haha..too naggy...but ya...maybe i should try...
yup...by the time i reached here of my blog post..i have tried x2 to upload photos of hk trip into facebook...and x2 effort failed obviously...damm pissed off now...shall not upload anything more tonight...angry...let me continue my photoshop ba...i want to complete arranging my photobook things for kaohsiung and the recent 417 concert...haha..a bit long ago i know..but no time to do tt..hehe...

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