Sunday, August 01, 2010
time
late in the night...the emo mood starts to set in again..haix..maybe next time i should not have stay up so late...it had been a wonderful today at home..lazing around..playing monopoly deal with my family...but a phonecall spoilt my mood...although not a lot, but it does affect me a little..i think i am over-reacting..
well..i dunno how to elaborate here...i have already deleted 2 times and each time 2 big paragraph...all trying to describe what i wanted to say...but of cos unsuccessful...haix..i guess i am getting worse in trying to express my thoughts and feelings in words..
hmm...i guess...now the only thing i can think of to describe what i wanted to write maybe is this song...this particular verse...not exactly the same but similar...倒数 by 萧亚轩
熱情結束以後 冷靜開始以後
時間開始慫恿 勸深愛的人放棄
我不想倒數 還能愛多久
不愛我 請離開我
勇敢祝福以前 找到幸福以前
我會耐心等候 並重新適應寂寞
開始倒數 開始忘記
值得你的愛 我確定不是我
but of cos...what i trying to say is not about love or relationship...just a feeling..similar feeling..time is such a strange thing man...it can allow you to forget the most painful moment in your life...but at the same time..it can also allow you to forget the little happy things that happen in your life...or even the once close or important person in your life..but as the lyrics say so...leave if you dun love me anymore...same as what i want to say...leave if you dun care...dun bother if you dun care...and forget if you really dun care...
how to you judge a person's importance to you?? your heart knows it the best...but how to you judge your importance to others???..similarly...your heart knows it the best as well...how far do you stand in tt person's heart?? how much you mean to them?? even if others do not say out loud...we know ourselves the best how they think?? because it is all from the little things you do, little actions you portray, little words you said...your heart is the best measurement that you ever get...
hmm..aniwae.. i tink i am really not in the mood today to post anything philosophical or what...the weather is hot...downstairs youngsters are still making a lot of noise...i am tired but i cannot get to sleep...in a word...i am getting irritated...so yup..i will end here..
01:51
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