Wednesday, June 29, 2011
one more week
One more week before official rest. The feeling of uncertainty is increasing. I think I just dun have any idea of what I really want in life?? I dunno why am I feeling fearful of the school, or the course that I am going to study. I just dun have any idea of what am I exactly going through. Dun want to feel emo, but can't help but to think a little more. I guess all these feelings will stay on until the real start of school. I am just a worrier. Hahha.
Going to work is great as usual. Tired ya, but manageable. The part that I am in charge of is coming to an end. Now is all the paper work stuff only. Dun quite enjoy it though as the folders and papers are injuring my hand and fingers, and did I ever mention that I think each folder weighs like 3-4kg already?? Super thick and heavy.
Ending on 7th july. 8th is a rest day instead. Which I dunno why, dun bother to change anything as well. My nice colleagues have kindly taken half day off on 8th to go out and play with me. Yippee!!! They are really nice people, and I know I am really gonna miss them lots.
Now is like a bridging period. ANd I think I am walking blindfolded. Cannot see the end clearly, yet this is what I've chosen. I have already chosen something wrong 6years ago, now the same situation lies ahead of me again. Hopefully, I am correct. Haix, mind in a mess now. Cannot think clearly and properly.
Meanwhile, just live life happily blindly.
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