Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Woah, had not been updating this blog for quite some time again. I think I am really getting too held up in school and at work. Grasping every opportunity to sleep and rest, rather than to type more words. I thought I am quite a good writer, at least in chinese or what, but recently, I think my language sucks, and I can't seem to think of anything new or interesting to write. I guess I am really not that good in writing that I thought I would be? Lousy late realization, especially when I am in a course that I really need to write a lot. Ya, already not good in speaking, so now even writing also sucks. I think I am in for a big miserable time.

Anyway, I am still quite lost at school. Unsure of what to study and what am I actually studying? Sorta miss going to work and enjoy my carefree life as a task orientated worker. Got money, can rest, can go wherever I want to. Haix, I think humans, or me, are really greedy creatures. Always want to have the most and the best. Don't get me wrong btw, I am not regretting my decision to go into studying once again, just a bit lost in the meanwhile.

No ideas of what to write now. Just watched a show talking about dreams, got me thinking a lot again. The best phrase from the show is, not to have any regrets. Difficult indeed, yet it is attainable I think. Everyone can have dreams, but dreams are nothing unless u work towards it. Life can be full of work and studies and everything, but what makes life important is to do things that u want and u will not regret. How much is your dream worth? Or what is your dream exactly? I think all these are questions everyone should really ponder about. I dunno, all these talks and thinkings are really pushing me to think a lot more than past. Life is really not just about studying, working, settling down or living comfortably. People used to ask me so when do u think u will get married? So what will u work as in the future? I cannot answer really, I think I am still looking for an answer to be exact. What I can be sure of now is, LIFE is definitely not limited or just like what it is for most only. There is really a lot more to LIFE and to LIVE.